It's You

Chapter 8

Y/N'S POV

We've been already home since our week from Canada, I mean you all called it 'honeymoon' but to me it was hell. We didn't even make love, you know why? because I really don't like this idea of being married to Camila, if this wasn't about my mum's loan, I would never ever agreed on marrying her. You're asking me why I hated her so much? Let me tell you she's the reason why Lauren is gone again, my Karla.

Okay let's move on since I don't want to ruin my morning since that 'honeymoon' was last last month and I don't want to tell you all what happened there, 'cause nothing. Fine since you are reading this book and you waited so long for Faith (the Author 😏😉)to update here's the recap of Camila and I's relationship. This is gonna be short since I'm bored and I have to get ready for my job.

These last two months, I always gave Camila a hard time. When we came home from Canada, I treated her like shit, I mean yeah I feel good but at the same time it's hurting me. I barely talked to her, if it's just necessary I talked to her.

Whenever I came home from work it's late, I always saw her on the couch sleeping and there's food in the table, she always waited for me. When I go to work it's early but my clothes are already ready but I don't used the clothes she placed on our bed. It's like our daily routine. I still make time to find Lauren, actually my works end at 3 and the rest of the day I searched for Lauren with the help of Justin and Zayn and my own secretary.

That's it. That's our recap for two months, but today seems different. Camila is not awake this early, I mean she's always already awake before me but today she's not? Let me check her on our room.

There she is, all covered with blanket, I walked over to her and sat beside the bed. I uncovered her from the duvet "Camila, are you okay?" I asked she opened her eyes and spoke "I-i am, yo-ou're go-oing to wo-ork now?" her voice is very hoarse. I placed my palm to her forehead and fuck she's burning. "Let me-e co-ok you-u bre—" I cut her off "Camila stop okay? you're burning, stay here." I told her.

"But—" I cut her off again "No you're staying here. I will not go to work for now I don't want to leave you like this, stay here and i'll cook soup for you, understand?" I said and she nod. I went to the kitchen and prepared all the ingredients for the soup I will make.

After like twenty minutes, I went upstairs to our room with soup and medicines with me and fed Camila. She took the medicines and I lie down next to her while I sooths her hair and her head is on my chest. "Thank you" she suddenly said she looked up to me and I gave her a confused look "Thank you for what?" I asked.

"Thank you for taking care of me" she finished I smiled at her and she started to lean in and I did the same too, soon I felt our lips moving it was not full of lust it was full of love and caring. I gently bite her bottom lip and hover her. I caress her cheeks and looked at her then go back kissing her again passionately.

She started to took off my shirt and I obeyed her. My lips quickly found her neck and started kissing it finding her sweet spot, once I heard her moan I smirked to myself and sucked on her sweet spot. I took off her clothes and do what magical happens in bed. (Sorry I had to, I'm not good at writing smut tho🙃)

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After hours of making love part I lie down next to her and kissed her head "Thank you for this Y/N you don't know how much you make me happy, I love you" she said and pecked my lip. "Go now, go before she leave again." she continued and I sat up looking at her, what is he talking about?

"I know your plans Y/N, your secretary told you where Lauren is. I have to accept that you will never learn to love me, but I'm always here for you. Now hurry." Camila softly and I stood up "Thank you so much Camila, I wish you find the right person for you." I hugged her tight and I can feel her tears on my shoulder. I don't know why but I'm feeling her pain.

I quickly changed my clothes and packed my things, Camila also helped me. I can feel how hurt she is. She's so kind, I hope she finds the person who will love her. I left our house but she called my name.

"Y/N, I love you so much, I will wait for you, even in after life." she kissed me for the last time. "You already fulfilled your promise." she smiled at me and walk back to our house. 

'Already fulfilled my promise?' what does she mean?