Because of Love | BTS KTH [COMPLETED]

제16장(Chapt.16)

"WE'RE BACK! Eo Sarang you're here? Wait were you guys kissing?" Jhope raised his eyebrows. I realised both of us are still holding onto each other so we quickly retreated.

"Whaaat? Oh come here there's pizza," Taehyung said to quickly distract the members. Yoongi said he didn't feel like eating so he walked past me to go to the room.

He looked at me in the eyes then looked down and continued walking. Sometimes I wonder what he's actually thinking. 

"Sarang!! Are you hungry?" Jhope yelled, waking me up from my daydream. Well now that the members are all back, I felt like they should eat more because they rarely have time to eat.

"Um no, I should probably be going," Taehyung sent me all the way outside their dorm and gave me a peck on my cheek.

I didn't know what to do for the rest of the day so I decided to go to the nearby cafe and write lyrics, it's kind of my hobby. I tend to write poems because it's like a form of therapy for me.

In your eyes, just for a minute
In your passing touch, stay for a minute
In that short moment
Everything stopped for you and me

"Seems like you're here too. What are you doing?" I looked up to see Yoongi pulling the chair opposite me to sit down. I didn't reply to him because it's weird how he's suddenly so 'concerned' about what I'm doing.

"Ya are you deaf?" He said bluntly. I continued keeping quiet.

"Aren't you gonna order some cake?"

"Sarang, why are you like this?"

"You're not even writing anything."

"Sarang I-"

"Yoongi, stop it okay stop asking me questions because I have totally nothing to do with you now so stop being around me," I let out my anger to him. He looked kinda sad and shocked at the same time.

"Why am I in love alone, why am I hurting alone? Why do I keep needing you when I know I'll get hurt?" He looked at me in the eyes while saying that. Hurting alone? 

"Excuse me Min Yoongi, I'm the one who was hurting alone after you left. I waited days for your calls but you didn't even bother to text me. You're the only one that I could lean on at that time but where were you when I needed you, it's too late now Yoongi. I'm sorry," I didn't know why but tears keep streaming down my face as I said that. I quickly packed my stuff and was about to make my way out.

"Wait, please Sarang, give me one last chance," he hugged me from behind.

"I told you I already did, and you didn't even take it, now let me go," I released myself from his embrace and quickly ran back to my dorm.

Ugh out of all people, why did Yoongi have to be in my life again?