Because of Love | BTS KTH [COMPLETED]

제22장(Chapt.22)

Letting go is always the hardest. But it's my fate, right? I have to let go of Taehyung, Kim Taehyung. I'm sorry, taetae. I'm sorry I've let you down. Well, I'm going home now. I'm in a better place. Till we meet again, my pabo. I love you so much, thank you for showing me what love is.

- Your one and only, the most cutest and precious girl you can ever have, Jung Sarang.

That's it. The letter was wet with my tear drops. It's about time. I'm going now. What I have to do, is go to the hospital, and I can't just die like that, so they'll let me die, the slowest and hardest way. Yes it's painful, but it's the only way I can die. Neither can I be alive, they can't find a heart donor so there's no point.

What can I do but die?

I went to Tae's house and slipped the letter under his house door and left.

"That's goodbye Taehyung, I love you so much. Please, don't forget me, don't forget us. I crave for your hugs, your kisses but, it's my fate now, to actually leave this world, right?? I fucking love you Kim Taehyung," I said while sobbing through the door, only wishing he would hear, but knowing him, he's always in deep sleep at noon.

I went to the hospital by myself, wore the hospital gown and was ever so ready to die. I don't regret anything. I'm thankful to have lived my life. Beeping sounds were heard, oh boy they were loud.

There it was, pitched. Black.

Sorry Tae, I love you. I know apologising won't help but I'm just truly sorry. And I honestly, completely, truly love you. (A/n: Love Rosie reference coughs coughs)