The Little Book Of Wonders

The Life of a Paradox

I believe I'm beautiful ,but I think about the things that make me disgusting

I believe that my life is amazing and I wouldn't trade it for anything else , but I think about the things make me want to end it for good

Why is it that I contradict my thoughts?
While I stay as a firm believer to one opinion

Left and right all these doubts
All These thoughts
Come in
Beating up my self conscience
A constant war between myself and I.

When does it end?

"Never"

It will end

"No it won't"

Yes it will

"Ha , silly girl"

I have hope within this situation

"Just give up on it. YOU WERE GOING TO FALL APART ANYWAY!"

There's a solution to it maybe

"What if there isn't one?"

You are right

" No, I am wrong. YOU SHOULD HAVE LISTENED TO YOURSELF."

But you insisted there was not a solution! -Ea 10:55pm 12/29/16