Jane Lynch Dairy

Chapter 3

Dear dairy,
October 24,2017

"Stop I'm sorry Please stop Mom Dad help me !!Stop Stop Stop Stop. " *crying* "Why are you watching him do this Why!! " *bang* wakes up "Jane are you OK" my teacher asked I got up grabbed my stuff and walked out of class just cried at my locker just thinking about that dream what just happen it was just a dream. I went to the bathroom to put water on my face so I can wake up it was only a dream. Lunch time came and I still couldn't bring myself to anything my friends were talking and I was in another planet . "Jane are you okay what happen in third period with you heard you walked out today now you a bad girl." I had to play along and pretend nothing was happening  just had a bad dream not enough sleep last night. Now my friends I want to tell I because I known them since third grade there my best friends . I just got to tell them. Told myself that trying not to cry holding it all in.
Bell ring for me to go home. I went to pick my brothers up first and walking home with them made my dad a little better. We walked up to the house to find my mother be arrested I tried asking my dad what happen but he made us go in the house. Whatever she was arrested for she wasn't getting out no time soon. My dad came in the house called me downstairs I thought he was about to start some shit with me but he didn't he talked to me and asked me to take care of my brothers more. I wanted to ask why?? But before I could even get the words out he was snorting drugs, so I walked away and went to my room closed my door. I know with my mom being gone things are headed of the worse. He abuse her when he was messed up now me and my little brothers are in a round for hell. I went to take a shower and within 20 minutes of being in there jaylen started screaming from the top of his lungs. I grabbed my towel put it around me to go see what was wrong and his mouth was bleeding my dad standing over him blood dripping from his knuckles and jayden crying.  I pick jaylen up to clean his face off and my dad pulled my hair and slammed me to the ground. Slapped me and threw me to the wall. He went back downstairs and I took both of them to my room waited for them to go to sleep, went back to the bathroom to wash up. After I finished I looked at my face and cried tears running down my face. I swear I wanted to scream, so I went back in my room and locked my door made sure my brothers was okay let them take half of my bed and I took the other half. I'm scared more scared then I've ever been just trying to stay strong for them. Just don't know or how long.....