Three Way Love Story (Joel, Zabdiel and Erick)

Moving away

Abigail's pov

It had been 3 months... 3 dreadful months full of pain, hurt and maybe sometimes a little laughter. I was okay I guess. Well be ready for this ride, because I'm going to tell you everything. It was a horrible day in September, I received a call from my older brother Jacob. "Abby.... mom died." Now that's the exact moment the misery started, when it would end? I still don't know. How? What? Why? How could such an innocent and young women die? Well she got impacted by a huge monster truck, she couldn't take the pain so she just simply let go. Now my dad was an alcoholic, so we basically had nothing left. Just each other. That's all I needed in that moment, my older brother. I had fallen into a great depression, losing my mother was like losing my best friend. She was always there for me, through good moments and bad ones. It was hard not having someone there to get advice from, a shoulder to cry on or someone that knew you more than you knew yourself. That was my mother for me. After the burial, Jacob helped me get back on my feet. And for that I owe him greatly. I decided to move on with my life because that's what my mom would've wanted. After all I had to make momma proud.

CNCO was on break for those three months which means that I would be on break. That was amazing, I needed some time off to think about everything that had happened with Joel. Although, I wasn't very happy with him at the moment, the rest of the boys are worthy of speaking of. Christopher decided to get engaged with this wonderful girl named Sierra. Richard now has a beautiful daughter. Erick finally found a girlfriend, she became one of my best friends, her name is Isabella. Finally, Zabdiel is now dating my best friend Vanessa. I am so happy for them all, they finally found their true loves and can be happy. After all this time I can't lie to myself. I still have feelings for Joel and honestly I've tried to overcome them but I just can't. He still remains in my heart.

Well, after a while I decided to apply for another college in New York. I was going to pursue my career of being a professional dancer. My mom always wanted me to dance so I had to do this for her. I decided to apply for Julliard again.

Months had passed, and I was still dancing with CNCO. Trying to ignore Joel any possible way that I could. One day I received a letter from Julliard. I HAD GOTTEN ACCEPTED! I jumped up into the air like a little girl. Until I realized that I would have to leave my whole family behind in Miami... my brother, CNCO which were technically like brothers to me. My bestfriends and even Joel which I still loved.

I quickly rushed in to tell Jacob the news. He was so excited for me but sad that I would be leaving him all alone. I decided that I would leave without telling anyone. Saying goodbye would make it even worse and it would be to hard to say goodbye. I knew that it was not a goodbye but more of a see you soon. I would be back in four years. I still was young and had my whole life ahead of me, might as well live it.

The next day, I packed my bags and Jacob took me to the airport. As I got out, I said "I love you so much. I'll miss you!! Please do me a favor and don't tell anyone that I left. From this point on you don't even know where I went. ok?" "Fine, love you! Bye!"

As I got onto the plane I realized everyone that I would miss and leave behind. It was for the best, it had to be done, I needed to do this for myself and for everyone. I live a new life, a fresh sheet of paper, start a new chapter in this story, leave it all behind even if that meant leaving everyone in Miami behind as well including Joel.

So, it's been a while. I guess you can say like 3 months exactly. Well I'm glad to be back. This chapter was a little long because I had to get all of my feelings out. Well I hope you liked it. I have great plans for the rest of this story and a another one in the future. Can't wait to publish it all for you!! Stay in tune to get the next chapters because there gonna be full of romance, love and drama and much more!!