verisimilitude (Yuzuru Hanyu X OC)

fumi yon

"what happens to me if youre gone?"

ne yuzuru, did you ever know that i hated sweet things. ever since young actually.

i dont think you ever did know though, you only ever knew what my sister liked.

you knew her favourite sweets were blueberry tarts and chocolate praline. you knew she had a sweet tongue. you knew that she loved the crust of pies more than the pies themselves.

yet why did i know everything you like?

i remember on valentine's day you had gotten chocolates from me only and you felt so so happy. you even hugged me. and i felt so happy. i could feel your warmth oozing into me.

"BUT WAIT are these friendship chocolates or romance chocolates?" you had asked, wiggling your eyebrows.

i think i flushed because i instinctively just hung my head low. i remember you laughing at me and then saying a thanks to me.

"i know its just friendship chocolates, dont worry about it," you said winking.

you didnt know how badly i wanted to tell you that they werent. but i just decided not to in the end. i didnt want to ruin our friendship.