Hey guys, so this is my first book... Hope you enjoy it... Comment if i made any errors or such... Ok, here we go...
- dzazazul
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~"F*ck"
Thats all I can think about..."How could I be so st*pid!!!"
Shouting in my thoughts whilst I flood the toilet with my tears...
I shouldn't have expected so much from a half-assed jerk...Biting my lip hard, I blinked back the tears... I've been sitting here for a while now, hoping nobody will come in here...
Creek~
The door slowly opened...
I put on a poker face and walked out of there like nothing happened...
Luckily it was just another guest I hardly recognise...
Thank god I didn't have any signs of crying or anything, us gemini's are good at hiding our inner facade...I walked out the ladies, out of the crowd and away from the party...
I couldn't really escape because my family is still here and I haven't got my driver's license yet...
I sat outside all alone... I enjoy the quietness... Heck, This is the first time I enjoyed being lonely...
Then suddenly a flash of my past memories hit me like a truck... Remembering the moments I had with him... My guts hurt, my heart was aching..."I was a desperate little b*tch aren't I"
It wasn't hard to understand why I'd felt for him... Luscious brown hair, dreamy hazel eyes and perfect jawline too... But whats hard to understand is...
"Why is it so hard to get back up"

YOU ARE READING
Bittersweet as it is...
Teen Fiction"If you keep staying in the bitter past, you'll never see the sweetness in the future".