Will I Become Something?

Be You

Sometimes I get too deep for myself to even comprehend. What I wrote put me into an existential crisis, but this is great writing material.

As my parents yelling grows louder, I contemplate harder and my writing speeds up.

Have you ever looked at a person and wondered what was going through their head at that exact moment? Or what problems their facing? Could they have a mental illness that is tearing them down from the inside out? Or did their favorite show get cancelled? Did they just lose a loved one? You never really know what another person is going through. As long as you say the right thing and smile the right way, no one will question whether you're okay or not. Something so small, can hide so much.

Ok look. I'm a good student. I've got good grades. I never get in trouble. My assignments are always in on time. I've never had any run-in's with the law. You could say I'm like a golden child, but my parents just don't see that. They see a worthless piece of trash that is apparently ungrateful of them. They always talk about reversing my adoption because they "never wanted me in the first place."

Just four more years then I'm gone. Off to do bigger and better things. Things that no one will expect from me. I will make the people who think I am nothing shiver in fear because I will do something great. I want to baffle them. I will baffle them.

Be ready world, Landon Mason is on his way.

Be who you want to be. Don't let the walls of other people's expectations lock you away. Break free and become your own person. Show your demons you're worth something and fight against them. If you're worth something later, then you're worth something now. Becoming yourself is the first step to success. Find a purpose and own up to it. Do everything in your power to be happy. Be the person you want to be, the person you always knew that was deep inside you.