Chapter 4

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I looked at a sleeping Louis, who after I had introduced him and showed him around, had decided to take a nap. He looked damn adorable, with his blue eyes closed lightly, small sleepy moans escaping his lips. I smiled at him and his adorable innocence.

What? ADORABLE?! I am STRAIGHT!!!!!!!!

Like a... an arm or something... Or a ski... or a tree...

You know what I'm getting at.

So I tore my eyes away from his bed and focused on my desk, where I had been writing a new song, called What Makes You Beautiful. It was ridiculous. I guess I just wanted somebody to love. Somebody to care for.

Someone who cares for me.

Like that's going to happen. I'm just dirt. Crazy dirt. Like, literally crazy. Not...

Louis stirred. I snapped my eyes from What Makes You Beautiful to him. He was mumbling something about Eleanor.

Great.

To think I even liked him was insane. But now he's talking about some girl, probably who's a gorgeous model or an American spy.

Either way, I didn't like him.

Broken, Smashed and Hopelessly in Love *Larry Stylinson*Where stories live. Discover now