You're Not Eleanor!!!

Chapter 18- Heartbroken

Chapter 18- Heartbroken

Clarissa’s POV.

“Clarissa.”  Someone shook me.  “Hey babe, we’re here.”  I let out a soft groan.   When are we going to get back to the flat?  I felt someone stroke my check.  Well Zayn since he was the only one with me.

“We’re here, love”  He kissed my check.  I let out an even louder groan.  I slowly opened my eyes; my eyesight was but blurry, but enough to see Zayn.  I held up my arms, telling him to pick me up.  I heard Zayn chuckle and put his arms around me.

I was in his arms and I heard when he closed the door.  “Zayn, the suitcase?”

“We’ll get in the morning, love.”  He murmured.

“And the envelop with the pictures?”

“I got it right here.”

“Good.” I managed to speak out.   I could feel Zayn’s muscles flex as he walked inside and up the stairs.  He took the stairs instead of elevator.  I let out a yawn and opened my eyes again.  I let out another yawn.  Zayn stopped walking.

“Okay princess, you think you can walk now without falling asleep?”  I nodded and he set me down on my feet.  I stretched out my arms and let out yet another yawn.

“What time is it?”  I looked up lazily at Zayn as we made our way to our apartment.

He took out his keys and opened the door.  “It’s about five in the morning.”

  So that’s why we didn’t get mobbed.

“The lads might be awake; they knew we were coming around this time.  Don’t forget the accent.”

I felt irritated that I had to pretend to be Eleanor again.  It’s not that I don’t like her; it’s just really hard to be her.  “Can I have the envelope?”

Zayn nodded and handed me the envelope.  He muttered a ‘let’s get this over with; and opened the door.

We were expecting to see the boys waiting for us as usual, but they weren’t there.  The whole flat was dark with no lights on.

“They’re probably still sleeping.”  He closed the door, threw his keys on the couch, and sat down on the couch.  He turned on the T.V and set it on sponge bob.

“You want to watch television with me?”  He asked.

I gave him a small smile.  “No thanks.  I’d just like to rest for a while.”  Zayn gave me a nod, and I walked into the hallway.  The light in Niall’s room was on.  I could have sworn all off the lights were on.  I ignored it and walked into my room.  I walked in and lay down on the bed.   

I can hear giggling.

What the hell.

I stood up and walked out of my room.  It was coming from Niall’s room.

“Clarissa.”  I heard Zayn call me.  I turned around and he walked towards me.  He held my wrist.  “Please don’t go in there.”  He gave me a pleading look.

Now I was really anxious to find out.  I yanked my arm away from him and walked towards Niall’s room and opened the door.

I held my breath.

“Clari- I mean Eleanor!”  Niall pushed the girl away from him softly, and held her hand.

“I was waiting for you and-“He started to speak but I couldn’t even listen to him.  I walked in on him making out with a girl.  I looked at her.  She was a brunette with big brown eyes, and looked like she was in her twenties.  She seemed older than Niall and she was beautiful.

“-and I’d like you to meet my girlfriend Anabelle.” Niall gave me an apologetic look in a way.

“Just call me Ana.”  She spoke softly.

Don’t cry.  Don’t cry.  Don’t cry. 

“I-I am so h-happy for you.”  I choked out.  I can already feel my eyes burn.  “I-I need to do something really fast.”

“Wait-“  I heard Niall yell. 

Zayn was waiting for me out in the hall.  He gave me an apologetic look.  I already felt the tears coming out of my eyes.  “You knew.”

“They’ve been together for a month now.”

I pushed passed him and walked into my room.  I slammed the door shut, and now I didn’t care if all of the boys were asleep. 

I liked him, I even think I love him.   He has a girlfriend.  She looks nice and not to mention she’s beautiful.  Is that what he looks for in a girl? 

I-I thought he liked me.

I guess I was wrong.  If this is how it feels to get your heart broken, then it sucks.

There was a small taped to the wall.  I quickly took it and read it.  It was as if this day was getting worse and worse.

How does it feel to get replaced?

 

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My heart ached and I couldn’t stop crying.  The note was true, I was replaced.  I really thought he had feelings for me.  I was wrong and it hurts so much.  I couldn’t stop the tears coming out of my eyes.  I was going to tell him how I felt for him today.

“I’m sorry Clarissa.”  I heard Niall say.

I couldn’t even look at him.  “I-I though you liked me.”

“I did….I still do.”  He whispered.  “I had strong feelings for you, but you kept me waiting.  I thought you didn’t like me back.”

“I did like you back!  I really do.”  I cried out.

“I’m sorry, I don’t feel the same way anymore.” And then he walked out.

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