For Johannah

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For Johannah...

Harry: You and Harry both clad in black, the only one that wasn't in black was Johannah. She was in something bright and gorgeous much like her and her personality. Harry went over to Louis and hugged him tightly.

"I'm sorry man but you know she is so much better off in Heaven now"

"I know" he breathes "but it hurts" you join the small hug and hold him against your shoulder.

"I know she is better off but I miss her" he cries, you kiss his head a couple times before you all sit down and just comfort him. Harry makes sure he knows how much he will be involved. It didn't matter what it was if he needed something he was to call Harry.

"Thank you"

"I know she meant the world to you man and if you ever need anything just call"

Liam: You held Ernie on your lap while the service went on. They didn't really know what was going on, all you could tell them was their mummy was gonna be sleeping for a really long time

Liam held Doris who was just playing with his beard as you sat there. Louis was to your left just looking at Johannah in the casket, you felt bad for them, they all just lost their mother and now all they have is Dan to depend on. Not that that's a bad thing but they won't have the motherly bond is all.

"Lou you know if you need me or Liam or both of us we are only a call or text away" he nods before a tear runs down his face and a whimper escapes his lips. You take his hand in yours and he squeezes it hard.

"I just wish that she was here"

Louis: Louis had stayed standing as you got down on your knees and prayed silently. You were paying your respects to her. She was like a mother to you, you loved her like she was one.

Louis wiped under his eyes as you stood up quietly, you held his hand tightly making sure he knew that you were there. He just looked at her, he couldn't move a muscle. You just laid your head on his shoulder and waited for him to do something. No one is really speaking everyone is just staying silent.

"Lou" Lottie holds his arm as she looks him in the eyes. She holds his face and pulls his attention to her finally. "They are gonna start, let's go sit down" she gently turned him around and pulled him to a chair. He was in shock. You both sit down and wait for the sermon to start. His head jolts and its like he is finally awake. He looks around before you watch a single tear fall from his eye.

"She's gone" he shutters

Niall: They slowly lowered her into the ground, the casket was closed but you could still see her brightly colored face with no life behind it. It frightened you and made you sad. You had your hand in Louis' but your head on Niall's shoulder.

Even with the tragic event all of the Tomlinson family was so brave to watch without a single tear. But you knew deep down that they were ready to have a mental breakdown. Louis sighed and bowed his head while they played the sad music and waited for further instructions. He let go of you and got down on his knees. All the kids did, Dan knelt down as well. They all grabbed a handful of dirt and let it slip through their fingers.

"We'll miss you my sweet Jay" Dan sighed.

"Come on, lets give them some time" Niall said quietly. You went over and hugged Louis and kissed his cheek.

"Just call" you nod before blowing kisses to everyone else. You and Niall retrieved to the car, as you got in and shut the door Niall broke. Big years covering his cheeks and front of hid suit.you held his hand and just waited.

"I'm sorry baby"

Zayn: It came as a surprise to you when Zayn had told you that you were going to go to the funeral. Ever since the whole thing with naughty boy and Louis they havent really spoken. But he told you to put on something nice because you were going with him, when he got there it was quiet but now you could hear a pin drop.

You greeted every single one of them, telling them that you were sorry about their mother and that she will be missed, that is until you go to Louis.

"I didn't expect you to come" he speaks quietly to Zayn.

"We may have had our differences but I know you need someone" he tells him. Louis nods his head before launching forward and hugging Zayn.

Zayn brings his arms around the other man tightly and lets him sob into his shoulder. You rub Louis' back with a sad sigh.

"We don't know each other but I am really sorry to hear about your mother" you say quietly to Louis.

"Thank you"

(Sorry. . . This is very very late but RIP Johannah you were amazing and you will be forever missed.)

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