So, what are we now?

Part 12

I woke up early in the morning, like 6 o'clock early. I was kinda sad i didn't get to sleep over escpicaily since we had a prty last night i drank a bit. It was ovbious the boys wern't going to awake till noon, so i had a long time to my self.

I made bacon and eggs, got comfy on the couch and turned on the t.v. and sat there eating my bacon and eggs.

Its so boring, sitting here watching t.v. i don't know how people can do it for such long periods of time, the only exception i can make is criminal minds. Love that show. After a half hour longer i decided to go get the mail because i haven't checked it in a while and there were probably letters from my mom.

I walk out to my mail box. It was a really nice day, warm and sunny, the perfect day. I gather up all the mail, not bothering to look at it i just go inside.

I enter my kitchen and set the mail down and look up too see the boys making them selves breakfast

Me:"You scared me"

Chaz:"Oopsies" He smirked then winked at me

Justin:" Where'd you go?"

Me:" I went to go get the mail." Oh yeah the mail.

Justin:" Oh okay"

I walked over to the mail picked it up and filed throught it.

'Cell phone bill'

'Hydro and what-not'

'Car'

'Mom'

'Ryan'

Ryan? I thought to myself, why would he write to me, it looked like he just found a random price if paper and wrote to me. Im going to save this one for last. I opened the one my mom gave me.

'Danielle'

I miss you so much baby girl and i want you too know that i love you so so much. Me and you father being here has changed our lives. Your father and i got a offer'd a big time job that could really help you, and us a lot. We would also like to stay and live here since it would be hard doing out work at home. It is up to you if you want to stay your you are now, or if you would like too come live with us. It is fine with us either way, If you stay we will come to vist every two months, for two weeks each time, and we would also get paid enough to keep the house as well as the one here. Write back soon, or call with your desion soon baby girl.

Love, Mom and Dad xoxoxoxo

What should i do... I can't just leave eveyone here.

I think im going to stay, they said they visit anyways.

Then there was Ryan's.

'Danny'

Please baby please forgive me, we never did it you can just in time to save me. We have to talk soon baby please, you'll understand. I love you so so so so so much.                                                    Don't leave me i need you. I really really need you.

                  Love,                                                                                                                                                                                  Ryan. XOXOXO 

P.S. Don't leave me i need you. 

Tears were welling up in my eyes, filled with anger and sadness. 'first he cheats then he tells you it wasen't anything?' 

Chaz:"Princess are you okay?" He came up to me noticing the ears in my eyes.

"R-Ryans letter" Was all i could say, and by now i was full out crying.

They both grabbed it out of my hands and read it. Justin tensed up through the whole thing and chaz was just smiling.

Chaz:"Call him, he clearly loves you and dosen't want you to leave him. Please princess call him" he said purswaysivly* "Right Justin?" He looks over to Justin who looks upset and kind've mad.

Justin:"Yeah" He says flatly. I look at him, and he just keeps staring at me with no expression. Ugh.

"Fine i'll call him" I blurt out. Chaz comes to me and whispers "Good choice princess you too are made for each other" He kiss' my forehead. Still staring Justin in the eyes and furrowing my eyebrows. I stomp away while grabbing my phone and walk upstairs to my room. Once i stop crying and pull myself together to sound strong and make him think i wasen't hurt by him at all. I call him.

Ryan:"Hello?" He answers with a raspy voice

"Ryan" i say sternly

"Danny? Please dont leave me. I love you" He spits out so fast i can barley under stand him.

"We still need to talk, but the boys are here so not today."

"No it needs to be today, im home alone. I need to do it now. Everything has to be fixed. Now."

I think about it for a bit, should i trust him?

"Ok" i reply.