So, what are we now?

Part 9

I Follow his voice, to hear another persons voice. I walk into the room thinking it was Chaz because i haven't seen him in a while either.

Boy was i wrong.

"What the fuck Ryan" Then Jusin walks in from behind me "Bae whats wro-" He looks up then grabs my hand.

He was with another girl, in the same bed and hey boh had no clothes on.

They both turned to me after i said that.

"Emily?" i ask with complete anger

Ryan:" Who's that?" He said rubbing his eyes, he was drunk. Drunker then anyone at this party, i was furious at this point.

Me:" You promised," I raised my voice "YOU PROMISED YOU FUCK" Tears started to fall out of my eyes harder then Niagra Falls.

"It's not what it looks like babe!" He told me, thinking i was going to actually belive him. I was about to talk when slut cut me off

Emily:" Actually it is what it looks like, he likes me still. Not you."

I saw Ryan crying in his hands. Crying hard. Good.

I got up to her face. "You did somthing he promised me he wouldn't get drunk"

She smirked and said "Maybe i did, maybe i didn't and people break promise's. Espicaially ones that they don't care about." she grinned and tried to walk out of the room when i grabbed her by he shoulders put her back in front of me and i slapped her as hard as i could. She screamed and put a trembling hand on where i just hit her, and when she took it off i saw that i broke skin, and i said "Listen bitch. Get out of this fucking house right now or next time you wont be getting up." She proceded to walk out of my room and i followed her down stairs to where everyone noticed her face and how it was bleeding, and every thing went silent. She was almost at the door when i said,

"Oh and listen you little slut, you try to do somthing like that agian you'll have black eyes and more blood on you," She stared at me for a while. "Well what the fuck are you wait for get out you whore!" I started to cry agian, "GET OUT" i screamed. I made my way upstairs, but people kept asking if i was okay. I just pushed my way through them all, and i finally got upstairs.

I saw Justin wait out side the guest rooms door, waiting for me i assume. Before he could ask me anything i went straight inside to where Ryan was.

"And goes for you, it's over i don't want you to talk me EVER from now on got it? I'll be he one to ever say somthing to you alright? We will talk about this but when i feel like it. Which is not now or in the next couple weeks okay? I hope you hurt alot during this time, and think about what you've done to me."

Ryan:"Babe I can explain I swear"

Me:" you'll explain when I want to talk about it like I said," I took in a deep breath to stop from crying, I didn't want h to think I was weak because of the this "an- and I want you out"

Ryan:"Baby please don't do this to us"

He said as he stood up from the bed and came walk towards me trying to grab my hand. I pulled my hand away before he could even touch me. I looked out from him. "out" I said through my teeth. He walked and punched the wall on the way. I followed him down stairs and before he left I said "And you don't come back here either, or until we're going to talk." He looked down at his shoes and then up to me with sorry in his eyes, and he looked straight at me in the eyes I turned my head before I was going to cry.

"We had everything" I said quietly but enough so he could hear me.

"I'm- I'm sorry" he said choking on his breath.

I got mad for some reason.

"If your sorry then why the fuck would you do it" He looked at me in disbelief, we never talked to each this way. "fuck you, and I can say whatever I want cause I'm done with you, were done, so don't look at me like that." I walked up to the door and slammed it in his face, and obviously as before everyone was staring at me.

"Forget about it, it's nothing big" I lied through my teeth, and they all just ignored it and went back to doing what they were doing before and that I wasn't going to continue and talk about it.

I ran up stairs to my room and saw Justin already there waiting to comfort me. As soon as I saw him I started to ball eyes out and I ran to him say down on his lap and hugged him as tight as I could.