So, what are we now?

Part 13

I pull up to ryans house, take a deep breath check how i look and walk up to the door.

*DingDong* 

Ryan:"Danny?" His eyes were red and puffy, but there was a big smile on his face.

Me:"Hi Ryan" 

Ryan:"come in please." his smile slowly faded.

I went into his house. Feels like forever eh? the voice echoed in my head. I went over to his couch and sat down then he sat down beside me.

Me:"Spil it. No lies" I said intimidating.

Ryan:"Okay first off i need you too know that i love you. No one else. she made me get into bed with her, but we didn't do it, you came just in time. Could'nt you tell i was drunk out of my mind?!? Sh-"

Me:"Thats what hurt the most Ryan! You promised me you wouldn't get drunk. You promised," I cut him off "and you even said 'I hope she dosen't try anything.' you said that yo-"

Ryan:"SHE LACED MY DRINK!" He stood up raising his voice frightening me. I guess i looked scared because his face showed regret in yelling "I..i'm sorry" he spoke soflty making me belive him.

Me:"Sh..She lac..laced it?" I say ataken back.

Ryan:"Yes! I'm sorry. I'm so so sorry. You don't even know, I love you danielle and i need you." he takes a step closer to me then tears slowly started to roll down his face.

Should i forgve him? Will it be the same? or not?                    We can at least try. 

Me:"I..I forgive you" Those words fall of my lips. He quikly embraced me into a hug and squeezed me tight. 

Ryan:" I promise i wont let it happen agian." He speaks up and pulls out of the hug, but he's still holding my waist and my arms still on his shoulders. I smile at him and i look into him eyes. He started to lean in. His lips brushed mine and backed off but still close. He kissed me agian this time staying. He put his hand on the back of my head while keeping the oher one on my lower back, and i moved my arms as far as i possibly could. The kiss was light but it got rougher as it went on. He licked my bottom lip. nope. i thought to myself. He pushed harder. "Jump" he whispered under the kiss. I jumped and wrapped my legs around his waist. He grabbed my booty to keep me up. He licked my lip once more. Why not. I felt his tounge explore my mouth. This wase'nt the first time but it was better than before. His tounge was explore my mouth while i was exlporing his. He pulled away from he kiss and started to kiss my neck. A soft moan dripped off my lips, making him kiss my neck harder. His hands slid underneath my shirt still holding my waist.

Dej avu sweetheart. I was confused for a second, but then i relized somthing.

Justin.

I quikly pushed Ryan off my and he just stood there dumbfounded.

Ryan:"I..Im sorry." He said confused but also feeling like he should say it.

Me:"It's not you its me" I started to cry a little.

Ryan:"Babe, stop don't cry. Were fine. We worked it out. Theres no problems anymore." he said trying to reasure me.

Me:"Yes there are." I say super quitely to my myself.

Ryan:"What? sorry i didn't hear you" he said confused agian. 

Me:"I..I have to go" I said quickly. I grabbed my car keys and went to the door. I opened the door then looked at Ryan. "I'm sorry" I said. while walking out the door not bothering to close it.

Ryan:"Please don't. dont walk out on me. I love you."

"Im sorry ryan"

And with that i drove off with him standing at the door thinking this is all his fault.

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Sorry for make ya'll wait, had soccer and being wih friends and all that crap :P