1/1/2017
HAPPY NEW YEAR🎉
I didn't make the announcement at 12:30 and I apologize.
The announcement wad that I was going to be starting a new story! It's going to be a Phan fiction, and no this does not mean that I am going to give up on blue boy and transparent, I will still continue those stories.
1/4/17
CoMpLaInInG tImE
so.
Basically.
My BEST FRIEND threatened to remind my teacher that I hadn't done my presentation where I have to STAND IN FRONT OF THE ENTIRE CLASS AND TALK ABOUT THINGS, and I kept trying to explain to her that I will have a panic attack in front of the entire class. She's one of my only friends that I'm open about my mental illnesses and I thought she'd understand that I can't do that kind of stuff. But she went on and on about how it's not fair that everyone else had to go and I didn't. And I was just like oh I'm sorry I can't just set aside my mental illness AND TALK IN FRONT IF THE CLASS WITHOUT BURSTING INTO TEARS. I'm sure anyone who has severe anxiety would most definitely take that chance to get out of doing a presentation. I was just lucky enough to get out of it. But my teacher overheard and so now I have to present it BUT I only have to do it after school in front of only my teacher.
I ignored my friend the rest of the class period.
I wanted to scream at her sooooo bad. But I decided to be nice.
Like I'm sorry my anxiety doesn't let me do things that other people can do, if I could get it out of my head I most definitely would. But that's not how it works. I don't have any sort of medication for it so I'm screwed.
Sorry I wasted your time but I needed to rant.
1/7/17
hOwDy
I'm feeling flip flappin great and part 4 of blue boy is HALF WAY DONE
I PROMISE GUYS ITS GONNA BE GR8
Blue boy part 4 will be published tomorrow!
1/11/17
DOOOOODS look at my alarm clock labels
Only pay attention to the ones that I have turned on because the other ones are cRaP.
Anywho, I just finished the fosters and I don't know what to doooooo
I tried the office but I didn't really like it (don't yell at me pls) and I tried glee and I kind of liked it because I looooove musicals but for some reason I didn't really like it.
I choose goggle doggo
He seems sophisticated and I trust him
Plus those goggles are snazzy
1/15/17
I have single stuck in my head and it makes me sad.
Kellin Quinn makes me sad. But in a good way.
Does that even make sense?
1/18/17
I've been really out of it lately and extremely sad.
But I'm back.
And blue boy part 5 I believe is half way done.
I'm also working on transparent and and a NEW story.
1/21/17
I deleted my Phan fic because it was TRASH
I' most likely will be making a new one later next month