4: Should I tell him?

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Heath POV

After Zane leaves, I get up and start pacing the room

I need to tell him.

No, I don't.

Yes I do

He deserves to know if I don't tell him it will be weird,

But if I do tell him it will also be weird, like really fucking weird

Fuck dude what am I suppose to do.

**ring**

My phone goes off and I answer it

"Hello," I say not really caring who it is.
"Hey. Heath, its Jake."

Jake, he is an old friend. He is from right when we moved here.

"Hey. Dude, what's up?" I say in an off tone than normal
"Hey, are you alright?" He asks
"Ah not really, but I don't really know what to do, nor do I really want to talk about it," I say

How would I even describe this situation?

I'm not gay.......

Am I?

No, I like girls, but what happened last night was awesome...

And definitely not straight.

Maybe like both, but I've never liked any other guys before.
It's just him.

Maybe he's the one I'd "go gay for".

But even if I wasn't gay or whatever I am,
I like him...

He wouldn't like me that way.
The way he was this morning was not okay.
He wouldn't be okay with this,
whatever this is.

I hear a beep go off and I realize that I've been on the phone with Jake for 20 minutes.

I hang up and starts figuring out where that beeping came from.

I search the blankets, the dresser, the closet.

Then I hear it again.
And its right behind me.

I slowly turn around and see that its a camera.

"Why is Davids camera here. He wasn't even here." I say out loud

No, it's Zane's. His has a Z by the power button.
Speaking of the power button, I try to turn it one but a big, red, and empty batteries pop upon the screen.

That's weird he hasn't vlogged in a few days.
The only way that I could be dead is if
It......











was on all night!!!!

HEHEHE IM EVIL AND I LOVE IT😈😈😈✌\

Edit July 2019:

Yes, I am aware that bisexual/pansexual and sexuality other than straight and gay exist (I myself am pansexual). I feel like this would be a thing that Heath/Zane would say. Let's just go with it. Comment if you would want them to discover/look up different sexualities at a later point.

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