Beep Beep Beep
My alarm on my phone went off which ment I had to get up for my photo shoot today. I groaned then pushed the duvet off of my body and went to take a shower. I decided not to wash my hair since It needed to be dry for the photo shoot. After I showered I headed to my closet to get dressed. I through on a white long sleeve shirt with a pair of black skinny jeans. After I slipped on a pair of black, wedge, ankle boots. I left my hair natural then headed to the kitchen. As I was pouring a glass of orange juice I heard a knock on the door.
I went and looked through the peephole. I saw Harry standing there looking down at his hands. I laughed to myself before opening the door.
"Hey." I smiled.
"Hi. I was wondering if you wanted to get breakfast?" He asked with a smile.
"Erm well, I have a photoshoot this morning at 9:00am." I stated.
"Oh erm, well I can go with you then after we can get lunch." He suggested. I thought for a moment then spoke up.
"Are you sure you want to be at a photoshoot for 3 hours?" I questioned him with a laugh.
"Sure. Why not? That's what friends do right." He chuckled. I nodded.
"Okay then. Make yourself at home while I go get my purse and phone." I stated letting him in then rushing to my room. I looked at my outfit in the mirror to make sure I looked good. Wait... why do I care? Harry and I are just friends. I shook the thought out of my mind. I grabbed my phone and placed it in my purse and headed out of my room.
"I remember when Louis took this." Harry smiled while looking at the picture of us when we fell alseep on the couch together. I smiled softly as I walked up behind him. I have to say, I missed that. A lot.
"Yeah." I started. "Well, we should get going. It's nearly 8:30am."
"Yeah you're right. Let's go." He said. We headed outside and decided to take Harry's car. We hoped in, I told him were my shoot was and we headed there.
As soon as we pulled into the parking lot it was 8:45am. There were paps everywhere. Harry and I got out of the car and started to make our way through the crowd of people. It was hectic with the flashing cameras and them shouting questions. They asked things like if Harry and I were back together. If we were just friends. And then the topic of him cheating came up. That's when I wanted to break down.
I immediately pushed through the paps faster and ran inside. Harry came in close beind me. Before he could notice my tears, I rushed into hair and makeup. I quickly took a tissue to whipe away the tears.
"What's wrong hun?" My stylist, Meghan asked concerned. I just shook my head and through away the tissue as Harry walked in. Meghan mouthed 'Oh' then started doing my hair and makeup.
As soon as Meghan was done I was called into wardrobe.
"This is where you have to wait outside." I said to Harry and he chuckled. I got changed into my first outfit. Since this was a photoshoot for my new album is what a little different then my other shoots. This album was definately a lot more edgy, I don't know what my fans are going to think but they hopefully will accept my musical style change.
We started shooting photos for the cover. I had to act serious but with Harry standing behind the camera guy making faces didn't help.
"Come on Emma. We need serious." The photographer stated. He must have gotten a shot of me laughing.
I changed my outfit like 10 times. But once the shoot was over, I got to choose the cover for my album. (Pic on the side) It was probably my favorite one too. Once the shoot was done I went and changed then met Harry in the hallway.
"Thanks for making me laugh in the middle of the shoot." I laughed a bit and shook my head at him.
"Hey. You looked angry." He chuckled and shrugged.
"That's the point. My new album is more edgy. That's why I needed to be serious and angry looking." I laughed as we walked ouut of the build and pushed through the paps to his car.
"Well, I'd like to hear it sometimes." I smiled at me as he started the car. I just nodded. Most of the songs on this album were about out breakup. But I guess he should hear them before they air of the radio and my album gets released.
"Where do you wanna go?" Harry asked as we drove out of the parking lot.
"Erm. There's a great little cafe down the road." I stated and he agreed. I told him where to go and we arrived not even 5 minutes later.
We ordered our food and drinks then once the waitress walked away Harry spoke up.
"The lads and I have our first concert in LA tonight. I was wondering if you wanted to go?" He asked.
"Come on. It'll be just like when we were on tour together. And El and Perrie will be there." He pleaded.
"Okay. I'll be there." I laughed at how he was acting.
"Great! It's at the Staples Center. I'll leave your name with the backstage manager." He said before the waitress brought over our lunch. After eating we left the cafe and headed back to my flat.
"Thanks for today." I smiled at Harry as we reached my door.
"Anytime." He smiled and bent down and kissed my cheek. I nodded and waved goodbye. Then he left and I went into my flat closing the door beind me.
I kept thinking about how Harry was acting like we were still a couple. I'm trying to be friends but he's making it hard. I don't know what I'm gonna do. All I want to know is that I can trust him again. But I need to be just friends. I can't fall for him again. Not right away anyways. I need to know he'll tell me the truth. Maybe then we can be together again.
