Could You Ever Love Me?

My Complicated Life

Okay before I start I wanna give special thanks to the comments on the last chapter. I just started this story and I feel great doing it because of you guys. Thanks for the support!

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 Maddie Pov

Ugh, thank god. Im so fucking tired of this shit. Fucking teachers know how to irk my last nerve. Dumb Fuck asses. But whatever. Im now walking home because I just got suspended for slammming the teachers hair in my locker and leaving her there. Hell, the  bitch shouldnt have came up to me saying stupid shit.

Flashback To This Morning

Zadiah: I fucking hate this school. Tell me why that slut Tasha came up to  me saying "How's the cock in your ass feel", ugh I fuckiing hate her. One day I promise you that bitch will be dead and I'll be oon the 5 o'clock news saying "Yeah I murderd tha bitch, you madd. Stay mad cuz I clearly dont give a shit" Haha.

Maddie: (P.O.V. bitch shut up haha) Girl go sit down somewhere with yo cray ass.

Ms.Harrison: Excuse me young ladies but arent you supposed to be in class.

Maddie: Arent you supposed to be teaching?

Ms.Harrison: I would be (steps closer to Maddie so that she's looking her in the eye) but it seems as if Im missing a few students.

Maddie: Well bitch, I was on my way but now that yo all on my ass about it I aint coming at all. (slams Ms.Harrisons hair in the locker) Stay there bitch. (walks off)

Zadiah: Yo Maddster! I'll fuck witchu later. Deuces!

Maddie: Iight

Ms.Harrison: Maddie Scotch Mace Cortez! Get me out of here this instant or I will have you suspeneded! 3 days!

Maddie: Well guess my suspension starts now hoe! (Leaves out of the school.)

End Of Flashback

Stupid ass. I fucking hate her dumb ass. How the fuck am I supposed to tell my dad I got suspeneded. O well, Fuck it. (gets a text from her boyfriend Zang)

Text Convo

[Z@ngB@ng] hey bitch , where you at?

[Maddster] bitch stfu I own yo ass without me yo hopeless ass is nothing so fallback with yo bucktoothed stank ass dick ass. Worry bout yo priorities rather than mine dumb ass.

[Z@ngB@ng] Aiight I see how it is , I'll have to show you better than I can tell you

[Maddster] Tf' you talking bout?

[Z@ngB@ng] You'll see.

End Of Text Convo

Watever. I keep walking home until I see about 5 guys in front of me just staring at me. It's funny because the leader kinda looks like.....Zang?

Zang: Hey lil mama , Guys get to work

Maddie Pov Still

Zang sits on the bench while 2 of his guys start walking towards me. I try to run but 1 of  them grabs me and puts tape over my mouth while the other grabs everything I have. My bag, my makeup, and...my phone. Just then another one of his guys punches me in my stomach...hard. I flinched but I didnt scream. I didnt want to seem weak. Zang laughed. Punch her harder he said. The next thing I know 3 of them were punching the hell out of me and the 1 guy was still holding my arms. I started crying,  Blood started oozing from my mouth onto the tape  making it wet and letting it slide off my mouth. I screamed Help , Help, Help!!! No one comes. Zang tells me to shut up but I didnt listen. Little did I know he had a gun. Shut up!!, he told me. I immidiately froze. A smile crept upon his face and in the next few seconds all I saw was darkness. I couldnt wake up. I couldnt move. I couldnt open my eyes. I could only hear. Zang was whispering to the guys. I felt one of them pick me up along with my stuff. and sat me somewhere. I couldnt see, I was hurting really bad. I was guessing I was in an alley because I could hear them banging on trash cans and kicking stuff around. They then left. I sat there, unable to move, just sitting there, in pain, possibly on the verge of dying. Nothing and no one in this world could possibly feel how I feel. Pain, Saddness, Betrayed, Unloved, Cold, and last but not least Dirty. I feel Dirty.