chapter 1

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you looked in the mirror ...a girl looked back at you....she was 21...with (h/l) (h/c) hair her sad (e/c) eyes staring at yours tears running down her face...this wasnt any girl........it was you



AUGUST 5th 2015 


"HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR KAYLLLAAAAA......HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOO YOUUUUUUUU" 
your friend Kayla smiled as you and a few other of her friends finished singing her happy birthday
"alright alright thats what im talkin about!" Kayla's male 'friend' Allen shouted as she blew out her candles 
you grinned and looked at how happy she was her short brown hair rested on her shoulders and bounced slightly as she walked over to you 
"(y/n)! thank you so much for this party.....i love ya man" she hugged you shes pretty short around 5'3 you both met at age 13 in junior high and have been friend since , Allen put a hand on her shoulder "now that i have you two together i propose an idea!" he exclaimed 
"uh oh" you said "an idea i'll pass last idea involved you getting attacked by a canadian goose" he blushed "yeah but-" you cut him off "in texas........how does that work" he chuckled "this is better...ready hear me out......LETS ALL MOVE IN TOGETHER?!" you almost laughed "Allen ...thats sweet but-"  "(y/n) wait i live in this huge flat in new york with four rooms i just want you two to live the good life" he smiled "aw...only if kay wants too". kayla looked down......"ok.... lets do it"  allen face lit up "OH one more thing my bro from canada is gonna live with us" 


DECEMBER 31/ JANUARY 1st  2016/17

"TEN NINE EIGHT SEVEN" 

Allen and kayla screamed the countdown while you sat on the sofa 

two years ago.....two years ago you met him...Matt Williams....and now he sat at the end of the sofa not even acknowledging the fact you sat next to him.......two years ago you fell for him........two years ago....he broke your heart.....

"FIVE FOUR THREE TWO" 

Suddenly he grabbed you your chests pressed together he whispered something barley audible "one~"  and his lips were on yours your face heated up 'no..this isn't happening' you thought 'it cant be' you wanted to cry you wanted to push him away....but as fast as he started ...he stopped he pushed you down on the sofa and hovered over you for a moment before getting up and walking away mumbling something about sleep being important ....tears  flooded your eyes you wiped them and looked over at allen and kayla they both held onto each other giving one another small kisses you got up and walked to the balcony and let your tears finally fall....Allen lived in the heart of nyc literally you could see the ball from here....you smiled slightly...it was cold outside your nose turning slightly red you sniffed and made your way inside..Allen and Kayla looked like they were getting serious and you didn't want to be there for that

Making your way to your room you passed Matt's .......silence.........fast asleep must have been drunk sighing you dragged your feet and opened your door a small teddy bear sat on your bed a small tear drop under its eye it had a note 'happy new years' it was from Matt......asshole...you smiled slightly...he always did give you a gift every holiday you put it on your desk next to a plushy of a moose a small note on its antler saying merry Christmas 

laying down you closed your eyes and let more tears fall 

"..your crying...again...not surprising (y/n)"

you groaned thinking 'great i'm dreaming about him' you took off your shirt under your covers and tossed them out towards the voice 

"well then if you wanted me so badly you could have just told me" 

you realized something ...you didnt fall asleep yet...
you sat up grabbing you blanket to cover your bra and exposed skin and there just like you predicted sat Matt with all his glory reading one of your books he snapped it shut your shirt hanging off his finger 

"nice throw got it right on the book messed me up"
his monotone voice made you shiver 
"sadly that's bad for you I was actually enjoying it [WARNING ALL NEW MAZE RUNNER FANS SPOILERS] you see Thomas had just been shot" 
he took off his reading glasses 
"...tch...." he looked at your desk and smirked "like it...reminds me of a certain crybaby" you opened your mouth to curse him out when he beat you to it "then again you are my crybaby so it felt right to let you know that" smiling slightly he made his way to you 
"i mean who wouldn't want you as their crybaby" he grabbed your leg from under the blanket and pulled you out towards him you gasped and wanted to yell for Allen but he shut you up "shhhhhhhhh.....not a word"  tears forming in your eyes he crawled on top of you his hands running up and down your sides you tensed up as he reached for your bra strap "why so tense ....relax you'll enjoy it" 

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