Different // The Star Sanses x Reader [Discontinued for good reason]

I'm here ☆

(A little earlier but in a different POV becuz I'm leaving Inky for the right moment. This isn't a chapter including the song "Here comes a thought". This took longer than usual because I tried to make it longer than usual.)

Y/N's POV

I felt alone. I had only just got ridden of those nightmares and now they were back again. Needing fresh air, I grabbed my coat and put my shoes on. The park would have been empty at this time of night. After opening the door, I stepped outside, the snow crunching beneath my boots.

Cold air filled my lungs. It may have been dusk, but the birds still sang quietly. They might have been wishing each other good night, but I'll never know.

I felt free.

Free from the nightmares. Free from that stuffy house. Free from all that life had to offer.

No one was around, so I felt confident. I could be whoever and act however the heck I wanted without millions of people judging me.

Singing was one of those things I wanted to do, but that fear of being judged was always there. I guess you could have called it a small case of social anxiety.
(For those wondering, I almost wrote "a small loan of a million dollars")

It made me feel at ease, as if the whole world just stops and all my problems just seem to vanish.

When I finally arrived at the park, I sat on a bench beneath the bare trees and began to sing.

I haven't been in a lots of relationships so you could have say that I couldn't relate to this song but I still felt like I understood it perfectly.

You see so much sadness from love, yet people still seek it.

People can be hurt by their lover so many times, yet they refuse to leave them.

Love is a risk that so many people are willing to take, but for sensitive people like me, love just wasn't safe.

As I stopped singing, I caught sight of a blue figure, watching me sing. They looked very familiar and I wasn't sure from when until it came to me.

I was in a snowy landscape with a house in front of me. A skeleton was sat on the step ,wearing blue and grey,with a scarf around his neck. He walked over to me as well. They all embraced me in a hug, and in unison said these words:

"We'll meet soon"

Those last three words escaped my mouth and before I could even process what was actually going on, I quickly got up to leave . . .

But they grabbed my hand, preventing me to do so, looking at me with their eyeless orbits of which luminescent blue tears seemed to flow from.

"P-Please don't go. That was beautiful." They said.

"Get off me."

"I just want to help you..."

Their grip loosed a little and I took the chance. I pulled away and tried to run, but
I tripped on a stone, twisting my ankle and falling into the cold.

"Are you ok?! Wait, why am I even asking? Of course you're not okay. " He, or at least I think that they were male, said, picking me up.