Different // The Star Sanses x Reader [Discontinued for good reason]

Come back ☆

(IT'S BEEN MORE THAN A MONTH BUT IMA WRITE A CHAPPY ALSO WHY ARE THERE SO MANY VIEWS AHHHH THANK YOU GUYS SO MUCH IM TEMPTED TO SPAM)

Ink's POV

As the portal closed, my anger began to fade. The overpowering urge to yell and hurt was no longer there but it guilty remains stayed.
"What's wrong with me?!" I cried out, my voice cracking a little whilst tears threatened to fall.
"Why did I do that? Why did I say that?" The feelings had gotten the best of me and I was about to spill like a glass of water, filled until the chances of it spilling were definite.
It hurt more than anything I had felt before (as I had never felt emotions to this extreme level in my life). Sitting down on the cold wooden floor, I hugged myself as warm liquid hit its surface, scattering as if afraid of the place they had been from. As if afraid of their past.
The light were off but I was unable to get up. My sin and fears held me down, crawling up my spine and dragging me further away from my sanity.
Shaking, crying, hyperventilating- my state grew worse. An unbearable silence filled the house as my weak bones lay on the wood. Oh, was I desperate to cry out and end the silence and to turn every light on in the house but . . . I couldn't. Those feelings were what I felt for too long. Fragile and alone. I couldn't go through them again- I wouldn't go through them again.

"P-Please come back, Dream." My voice was scratchy. "I didn't m-mean it."

"I'm sorry."

(Short chappie I know but I wanted to stop Inky hate so have some angst :D)