As soon as i got Dan's address i started to drive. Everything on the way there all looked so sad and lacking in colours.
I snap out of my thoughts as i arrive. Hopefully i didnt get here before them. I get out of the car and walk up to their apartment door. I knock three times and someone answers.
"Hey, you must be Aubrey. Im phil, Dans flatmate. Come on in"
He was so nice and energetic. How do people get over things like this so quickly?
I followed him upstairs to their lounge. Dan was sitting on the couch, already on his laptop.
"Hey Aubrey nice to see you" he smiled and it was very contagious, causing me to show my hideous braces.
About four hours went by and it was getting dark.
"I should probably get going, since its getting dark"
"Why dont you just spend the night here?" Phil asked.
"No im fine but thank you"
"No youre not, i can tell. Your just saying that and youre probably just leaving because you think youre an inconvenience to us. But its not true and we really do enjoy your company here." Dan told me.
I ran over to him and gave him a huge hug and started to cry. God im so weak. He was so nice about it. We sat on the couch with me still crying into his shoulder.
After a while my sobs quieted down and i was just staring out the window thinging about life.
"Hey Dan?"
"Yeah?"
"What would happen if I died too?"
"Dont think about that stuff, it doesnt matter because its not going to happen anytime soon, understand?"
I nodded my head and he hugged me slightly.
I fell asleep and when i woke up i was in Dan's bed. Dammit he probably put me here and is in the guest room on the couch. I feel bad now.
I looked at my phone and saw that it was 11. I got up and made myself presentable. Then i went to the kitchen only to have a cup of bland tea.
I took my tea into the living room and sat on the couch. I kept staring out the window just thinking.
Phil came in and scared me. I didnt show it though. I dont scream when im scared. Im very silent all the time.
"How are you doing today?" Phil asked with a smile.
"Fine" i stated, still staring out the window.
He seemed worried for me too.
"Is that plain tea?" He seemed very suprised.
"Yeah, i like it like this"
He seems suspicious.
We watched tv until dan woke up and said the same thing about my tea.
"Hey Aubrey, Im going to be making pancakes, how many do you want?" Dan asked.
"Oh, um, well i cant stay. I have to get going, because i have to, go shopping, and um, i, uh, have lots of cleaning to do at home. It was nice to see you, thank you so much" i ran to the front door but dan was there before me and stood in front of the door.
"Why dont you eat?"
"i eat." I sigh, "just not very much"
He hugs me again very tightly.
"How long have you been doing this?"
"about a year"
"You need to eat"
"No"
"But Aubrey,"
"No!"
He finally gave in and let me leave. But not before promising to come back soon.
I drove home and it was already 2 in the afternoon.
I got a text from Dan.
D- Hey, ive got a friend named pj and he wants to know if youd like to hang out sometime
A- Not as a date, right?
D- Nope just friends ☺
A- can you give him my number?
Then i got a text from pj.
P- hey this is pj
A- hi
P- wanna come over and film a video with me?
A- Sure
He told me his address and i wont there right away. As i arrived, i could only think about when i used to film with chris.
Dan didnt tell him about my ed, right?
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