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                    ♡ Isak Valtersen

"I don't know what to do, Jonas" I said frustrated and pulled my fingers through my blond hair.

Jonas looked quickly at me.

"Tell him about your feelings Isak"

"But I don't want to lose him as a friend.." I said and looked down at the table.

"Say what you feel in any case, if he takes it in a bad way, he is stupid."  Jonas said firmly and stood up from the kitchen table. "But you, I gotta go. My mom gets mad if I do not come home in time for dinner." He looked at me and rolled his eyes.

After he put on his shoes, he gave me a quick hug. "good luck anyway with even" I nodded and opened the door for him.

"see ya"

A loud sigh left my lips when the door closed behind him.

Should I call Even?

"yes you should.
do not be a coward now, Isak.
tell him that you have feelings for him." said a voice in my head.

Yes I should.
But not now,
I want to talk to him face to face.

I went into my room, to the speaker and put on "High for this" by The Weekend. I screwed up so that it became the highest volume and began listen to the text.

You don't know
What's in store

But you know what you're here for.

Close your eyes
Lay yourself beside me

Ohh

Hold tight
For this ride

We don't need no protection
Come on love
We don't need attention

Open your hand
Take a glass

Don't be scared
I'm right here
Even though
You don't roll

Trust me girl

You wanna be high for this

Take it off
You want it off

'Cause I know
What you're feeling
It's okay,
Girl I feel it too

Let it beat
Baby breathe
I swear I'm right here
We'll be good
I promise, we'll be so good
Ehh

Open your hand
Take a glass.

Then I fell asleep in my comfortable bed, with the song on repeat and full volume.