Him

7.the plan

after a couple of minutes of staring and silence i brake it and look at the motel in front of us.

"uh... we should go inside, and get a room. we gotta think of something to do and i don't think i can be in a car for any longer." i say giving him a small smile and grabbing my duffle bag.
" yeah we should not to mention you kinda stink, i wasn't gonna say anything cause you know i'm such a good guy.." he said smiling and grabbing his bag to. i slapped his arm and smiled back when he looks at me and grabs his arm like i just hit him with a belt.
"ass hole... your the one that stinks here" i said back while smiling and get out of the car.
"i smell nice thank you very much." he says getting out and brushing off his shoulder. i rolled my eyes and walked to the door to the entrance. once i looked around i saw a man in his 30 and who looks like a pedifile and smells like one to, a old TV and mid aged women and an elderly women, a fish tank and a chair. The place made me feel uneasy and to top it a man came up to me and had a scar on his left cheek.
"well look here what a beautiful girl. now tell me you here alone princess? because if so i can give you as much company as you would like." he winked at me and made me want to vomit but at the same time this guy scared the hell out of me the way he was looking at me. Alex came beside me and grabbed me by the waist and pulled me closer to him.
"yeah she with me, now get the hell away from her before we have an issue alright"Alex said to then wrapped his arms around me and stand behind me. i grabbed onto his arms tightly when the guy took a step closer to us.

"Okay princess, when you get tired of being with a boy you come to me and I can show you a man you need" he winked at me and walked off. Alex started to say something but stopped and we went to the desk and the guys gave us a room telling us they only had ones with one bed and that the couch had a pull out bed. Alex nodded and I just stand there and notice my shoe had a bit of red marks on them. I started to get anxious to the room. Alex had asked the guy to double check if there was another room with two beds.

"You know what it's fine, thanks, we can share a bed." I smiled and the guy gave me the key to the room and we walked to there. Alex looked at me funny for a moment while we walked until we got in the room. "So we're sleeping together tonight I see" he said while a smirk formed on his lips. I smacked his arm " your not funny dumb ass. It's sharing a bed while actually sleeping, not whatever is going through your mind." I said while laughing at the last part.

"To bad I could if showed you what it's like to be with a real man" he said, mimicking the man in the motel office said. I flicked him in the head and told him 'to soon'. "who knew you would be so abusive.... i mean ill like it kinky but you gotta-" i cut him off by throwing a pillow at his face. he threw it back with it hitting my stomach.

"so i'm gonna take a shower,and i will tell you now, i call he left side of the bed"

he smiled and shook his head, "okay but if you get the left then i get to take a shower first" i gave him a glare and gave the bird while walking into the tiny bathroom. he shouted back "gladly, just to be to aggressive" i slammed the door and started the shower.

i got out 15 minutes later and got dress and went to the bed where Alex had somehow took nap. I laughed at how he looked and decided to jump on his back while sleeping since he took up all the space on the bed. once i jumped on his back he jumped up and i fell on the bed while he rolled on the floor. I laughed at him for a minute until he got and gave me a look that made me realised i should stop, but which i didn't. "really you think that was funny" he asked. i shook my head yes. he grabbed me by my ankle and pulled me towards him, i screamed for a moment and continued laughing. he had grabbed me and put me over his shoulder and started to spin in a circle i screamed and laughed until he put me on the ground and everything was spinning. i sat on the bed and held my side, while he laughed at me and then walked to the bathroom.

after 20 min of him in the bathroom i sat there and decided to turn on the television. i channel surf until it landed on a news channel.

"ceo of the notholand law coporation (have no idea if it real or not) has been found outside of town today dead. law of this other town said that they know of the murderer, or shall i say murderer's. They said the may have past through town so if anyone has seen them please call law inforcement." I turned off the TV and started putting the things i had taken out for my shower back in and set my bag by the door. I looked for my shoes around the room and couldn't find them a started to panic and realised i was having a panic attack. it had started to get hard to breath and i backed up to a wall and slid down it and all at once everything that had happened today hit me like a train and it felt like i was reliving every single thing that bad happened all over again.

the day my mom past away, how my chest hurt to the fact i already seen it coming to the fact i was only 12.
the day the cops came to my door to tell me Philip died.
when i had to fight everytime with Rico after doing him a 'favor' and something got out of hand.

the times i had to see David in the hospital after something didn't work with his treatment.

it just all hit me and right now in this moment i was in a motel room with my old bestfriend from highschool on the run from the cops, because i,not anyone else, killed someone.... i cried my eyes out.

Alex came out of the bathroom and first thing he did was comfort me and picked me up from the floor and carried me to the bed. He sat me on his lap and hugged me and let me cry into his chest. he started to rub my back up and down. i stopped crying after what felt like forever and stayed in the same positioned. i realised that alex was only in a towel wrapped on his waist. he let out a sigh and asked if i was alright and asked if i wanted to talk about it, i told him why i couldn't stop crying and nodded his head and said that it was alright and placed a kiss on my temple. we looked at each other for a while and i looked down and smiled realising i still sat on his lap with him in a towel, when i tried to get p so he could change he held my waist tighter and kept me still. i smiled still and looked at him while he had s mile on his face,i looked at everything from his brown eyes to his to his neck, then chest, and then abs. i looked back to his eyes and then leaned in and kissed him, he didn't kiss back so i pulled away and looked down as i felt nervous and felt the heat rush to my cheek. he put a finger under my chin and lifted my face up and kissed me, it took me a second but i kissed back and what started as a kiss turned into a heated make out session. we pulled away from each other moments later to catch our breaths and we looked at each other in silence, only being able to hear us breathing harshly.

"i heard the news on the TV. i'm going to get dressed and then we are going to get on the road,okay?" he said as i shook my head yes and getting off his lap. he got up and got dressed while i got his bag and put it in the bed. he came back dressed and putting on his shoes and handing me mine. we got our stuff and left and made our way to the car. once we got near the car we hear police sirens and is tart to panic again Alex tell me he driving so i run to the passenger side and we both put our bags in the back seat. i sink into the seat once we get in and Alex starts driving passing the cops and heading down a back road and Alex starts speeding once there are no lights beside it coming from the car. We stayed quiet for a hours only hearing some noises from the city while passing by and heading to the next place we could that they didn't know our faces. we ended up at a truck stop and Alex got out and told me to go to the back seat with him and i did. he locked all the doors and put our bags on the floor and pulled out a blanket he stole from the motel out of his bag and covered both of us. he told me we both needed some sleep, he laid out across the seat and made me sit on his lap again. i pretty much laid on top of him with a blanket over both of us. I rested my head in the crook of his neck and he rested his on top of mine. while dozing off to sleep i said thank you. he laughed a little and asked for what, and i replied "for not letting me go to prison and staying next to my side." he laughed again and told me "trust me if you went to jail you wouldn't last, your to beautiful." i smiled and went to sleep.