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Nani p.o.v
Me and Alex were driving for what felt like days. i have been thinking over and over about everything. how we got in this mess, how we are still on the run, how we are leaving the country... its a lot to take in. i jumped and was interrupted by my thoughts she I felt a hand on my thigh.

"Are you okay princess?" Alex asked me pulling into a place where I could see a plain.

"Yeah, um.. alex... what is this?" I asked turning towards him in my seat. He pulled up to a plain and I looked around and there was nothing else here then a runway and the aim and us.

" I used a credit card and got us a private plain. Um... I thought it was safer"he said turning off the car and looking at the plain and me.

" i dont know if this in general is safe..." i say looking at my hands in my lap. he lifts my chin up and i look at him. he looks at me and kisses me. he tells me "as long as im with you, you will always be safe." and then gives me another kiss. we get out of the car and get our bags and walk to the plain. once we get in i see what seems like paradise.

(skip the first couple of hours)

"we gonna be on here for another hour or two" alex tells me and sits next to me on the couch giving my cheeck a kiss.

"i dont think i can be on here any longer i want food" i laugh. alex laughs to but grabs my hand.

"baby i love you but i need you to take those preganacy test, we need to know..." he says while handing me the bag with them in it. i take it and walk to the plain rest room. 

(after 5 minutes)

i look at the first test.....

.......positive.....

i look at the second test.....

.......positive......

the third one....

.......positive....

i start crying and then i hear a knock on the door." baby, please let me in" i hear alex say and i let him in. he looks at me then the test, i see him tearing up and starts looking at me not saying anything. he then comes up to me and kisses me holding me tight."i cant believe this" he says. i cant say anything, i can only cry and nod. i then started thinking about my plan, and now that i know im pregnant i have to act fast.  i dont want to but its best for me... and the baby. i dont think alex will ever  forgive me for this.