Josh brushes my hair away from my neck and tilts my head . He gently brushes his lips against my exposed neck and then my lips , and then my ear . " Stacy ", Josh's breath blows into my ear , " I have zero self control when I'm with you lil mama ." I try to catch a breath but it seems impossible when I'm with him. His hands make their way under my shirt to inside my bra groping my breast . I am hesitant because I've never had sex or been with a guy like Josh and I'm scared . " I n-never done this before I'm scared ." I stutter . " Relax baby " , Josh says quietly , I'll do all the work and I promise to go slow and gentle ." I immediately got a calmer state of mind , and let him take control . Josh takes my shirt off of me and then does the same to himself . Josh pulls me in for a passionate kiss . While kissing his hands find the latch of my bra releasing it leaving me braless . I rub my hand up and down his chest and my hand finding the waistband of his jeans . I tug on then but Josh stops me . " slow down lil mama I'm loving you new self confidence but I'm taking control of you tonight your mine . " I love his possessive controlling side it's what I love about him. " Really huh . " I slide my hand to the waist band of his jeans again and whisper in his ear " Show me then " . He gazes me lustfully and lays me down on his bed . " lie down and close your eyes and relax . " Josh says possessively good lil mama . " Josh takes off his jeans and boxers . I freeze up and he notices " honey don't be scared I promised I'd be slow I'll never intentionally hurt you I love you to much . " he kisses me lovingly " you've put a spell under me Stacy ." In that moment I knew he was my heart and soul . An i wanted to give myself to him and him only . After it happened we snuggled together in bed and realized I wanted him to be my first and final .
