Do I Have To Choose

Chapter 4

I step my foot onto the park ground and wave at my friends!! They all smile and then look beside me and look confused to see this curly haired, tattooed boy. I look at Harry and he's starring into the air, at the clouds! I walk to my friends and hug all of them.

"Hi guys! this is Harry, he's a family friend... We haven't seen each other for a long time so I decided to bring him with me when our parents went to a club, I think? Harry this is Lily, Jasmine, Sara, Jack, Chris, and Marco!" They all say hi to Harry politely

" Ya hey whatever." Now this is the opposite of me... Cruel and not well mannered!! How do his parents approve of him??? He takes a seat on a bench beside Chris and I take a seat beside Lily. "Why don't you sit beside me Jess??" Why can't he shut up?

"Umm ok then...." I move over beside Harry. " So guys this is the last time for a while me and Lily will see you guys!!" I look at them sadly!! It's sad that I'm gonna have to leave all my friends here in Canada and go to New York. We will visit when we feel like it of coarse but it will be different!!

" Ya all of us will miss you guys! we have been friends since mostly grade 5 or 6 now here you 2 are leaving to New York!!" Jasmine states sadly

Everybody looks at me and lily sadly. I know it will be hard at first but afterwards they will move on and won't miss us as much! There gonna have there own things to take care of and worry about then. I know that Sara and Chris will be attending university of Toronto, Jasmine will be going Ryerson university, and Jack and Marco will be going to University of York! So it's just me and Lily who are leaving the country... And Harry unfortunately!! Harry stairs at his feet awkward of the situation so I try to change the subject but I don't know what to say?!?

" So umm are you guys excited to go to university in September? Do u all have everything prepared??" I ask my friends to move on from the tension.

" Well yes. I'm just waiting on some extra information that I asked for! I'm really excited! It will be fun and a new start. I hope that me and Sara will be in some classes together or see each other at least!!" Chris says leaning toward Sara. She lays her head on his shoulder and he kisses her head... What a sweet gesture! I remember doing things like that before, but now I have to snuggle alone with no one to hold me, oh well! Maybe university will be good, I could meet new people and hopefully the right guy!!!

" They make me sick. Get a room or something!" I hear Harry whisper to himself a cruel remark at Sara and Chris's public display of affection. Harry doesn't look like the romantic, sweet kind of guy at all! I wonder if he is even in a relationship?? Who's his girlfriend?? Is she pretty, nice, mean, funny?? This all wonders in my head but I push it away for when we are alone together, then I will ask him.

" Hopefully you 2 will see each other often, even if you don't, I know nothing can ruin you 2!! Your perfect for one another!" I say responding to Chris's talk.

" So are you and Lily also ready for university? It's gonna be different in Nee York then here in Canada, don't you think?" Jack asks me

" It will be different of coarse!! And yes we are all prepared. In 5 days me and Lily will be riding together to NYU and then we will start off at our dorms! Luckily me and Lily are room mates, I'm so glad they put me with her!!!!!" It's good that I'm with my best friend. If I wasn't I would have someone else of coarse but hopefully she would have been nice to. If she wasn't, I would for sure change dorms and ask for someone like me. I bought everything for my room, I want it to look like home!!!!

(Sorry I haven't updated for a week basically!! I've been in the hospital for 2 days and I've been really busy with school and parties! ik this is a short chapter but it was worth updating! I will try updating on Friday, ok? ily all byee!!)