beautiful memories ⌁ t.k

1.4

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K.T.H
"Good Bye"
And with that I left instantly without looking back. I'm so hurt... he hasn't even noticed how much pain I'm in... yet he tells people everything...

He hurt me so much. He told everybody about my past. He told my secrets.

I can never forgive him. I thought I could trust him. Instead he flirts with a girl and is talking shit about me.
He doesn't even care about me either.

My friends now are acting like they don't know me. I don't know what I did but I bet they heard about my past so now I'm lonely and hurt.
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So I decided.
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"I'll end my life..."

J.J.K
When Taehyung said Good Bye my heart clenched at the pain. I didn't know what he meant but I knew it was really bad.

I just don't understand myself... I mean why did I do that. I didn't stop myself nor my friends so I just went with it.

I feel so bad I hate myself. I hate myself. I hate myself. Shit, now I'm crying. Well I will have red eyes once I get up.

I'm so sorry Taehyung I didn't know it would turn out this way. I love you still and will always do.

I'm sorry Taehyung. I'm sorry Taehyung. I'm sorry Taehyung.

"I'm sorry Taehyung"

< Next Day >

K.T.H
I woke up this morning with really red eyes and dry tears. I really hate to do this but it's right for me. I really have to think this through...

I'm deciding to jump off a bridge that isn't to far from here. i'll go 3:00 pm and nobody's gonna stop me.

Hopefully nobody stops me.

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< 3:00 pm >

Now I'm on my way to the bridge. And nobody is in my way.

Luckily nobody is on the bridge too.
I slowly walk my way up to the middle of the bridge and climb over the small metal fence.

"I'm sorry mom and dad. It's the best for me. For everybody." I said with tears in my eyes.

I cry a bit more harder with each word. "Jungkook doesn't care anymore. He's not my f-friend." I cried.

I slightly hear small running steps coming towards me and yelling.

"TAEHYUNG!!!" "TAEHYUNG!!" I look back and see Jungkook coming towards me.

I shifted a bit more down the fence. "What do you want Jungkook?!" I yelled.

"I'm so sorry Taehyung! I didn't mean to hurt you! I just couldn't help myself I'm so so-" I cut him off.

"Sure your 'Sorry' Jungkook. You should've said that earlier. You broke my heart into pieces. I thought you were the only one I could trust! And now I lost my friends! I lost you! And now I lost myself..."