~ALL THE DAMN TIME~

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All the damn time
I was available to them all the damn time
I listen to them all the damn time
And still I get isolated and alienated and seemingly betrayed all the damn time
And all that damn time I tell myself
That no
Not anymore
This is not going to be repeated any damn time again
I try
I try
I try
But
I fail
And again all the damn time
They contain me
I be available and feeling used
But
I understand and interpret their situations
And I'm like
Okay its okay
And let them have me again the next time
And now
All the damn time
I feel like I'm getting used to
Breath in this way
All the damn time
Let myself available
Again
All the damn time
All the damn time

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