Alone & Saved - Adopted By Phan [COMPLETE]

Razor

Alex POV

So I'd been here for 2 days. Joe and Caspar are extremely kind. I love it here. They always have Maltesers out and I always leave when I see them. I used to love them but they're also Dans favorites and ever since what happened, I don't want to be reminded of Dan or Phil. My arms then started to itch. I started scratching. I shouldn't, because I'm clean, but I just can't bare if.
I need to cut.

I ran down the hallway and down the the stairs and decided I have to choose between Joe or Caspar.
I went for Joe.
I quietly knocked and waited.

"Come in." I heard Joe faintly say

I opened the door and he was laying on his bed editing videos on his laptop.
He sat up when he saw me.

"What's up?"

"Umm... I was wondering I-if you have a razor?"
It came out all funny and I was bound to go red.

"Yeah I do.. Why do you need it?" He asked suspiciously.

I hesitated.
"I need to shave my legs.. I haven't for a while and they aren't so pretty.." I said

"Oh why didn't you say so!" He jumped off his bed and went to his bathroom.
He came back with a razor and handed it to me.

"Bring it back after!" He shouted as I ran out.

"K!" I shouted back.

I ran into my room and locked the door and ran into my bathroom and locked that door. I got a screwdriver and opened the razor. I took out the blade and put the razor to the side.
I sat on the toilet lid and started to slice.
1 for Phil
2 for Dan
3 for Joe
4 for Caspar
5 For Mum
6 for Dad
7 for Jonathan

I dropped the razor and felt dizzy. I grabbed some tissue and wiped the blood staining the floor and put a clean one on my arm. I washed the blade and Put the razor together. I unlocked my door and tripped. I was very dizzy. I went too deep. I wobbled to the main door and unlocked it. I stumbled down the hallway and then straight away lost my balance.
Thud.
I fell down the stairs.
I saw Joe and Caspar come out their doors and look at each other. I tried to get up and crawl away but Caspar came and grabbed me.

"Are you okay? You fell so bad bleeding!" Caspar shouted.

"Caspar.. That isn't from the fall.." Joe said hugging me

"Why Alex.." he said sounding sad.

"I- I just needed to.." It came out muffled from my face being in his shoulder.

"Let's get you cleaned up." He picked me up and we walked into the bathroom.

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