Alone & Saved - Adopted By Phan [COMPLETE]

Secrets Revealed // Vidcon Disaster.

Alex pov

At the moment I'm awkwardly running through the crowds of the audience trying to get to the mainstage where the panel has started. I'm not so happy with my seats though.
I quickly jog up to security and say I'm meant to be on stage. He lets me up the steps and I go and sit down in between dan and Phil panting heavily from all the running.

"Ah! Alex you decided to join in!" The host, James, said to me.

"Sorry.. someone spilt coffee on me.. on purpose!" I said chuckling slightly.

"Don't worry. So on this Panel today we have:
Zoella!" The whole crowd erupts
"SprinkleOfGlitter AKA Louise!" It erupts again.
"Danisnotonfire!" The crowd is even louder this time!
"CallMeAlex!" The crowd erupts again and lastly,
"AmazingPhil!" Loud as Dans!

"So we are going to be answering live questions sent in from the crowd, or just fans at home!" James announces

I try hard to avoid eye contact with dan and Phil. They are the last thing I want to think about right now.
Questions were honestly flooding in, funny or serious, help or advice. Quite a lot! Then one I didn't want to answer came in.

"You were adopted by Dan and Phil and then left them. One, Why did you leave them and two, what happened to you birth parents?"

I felt sick. I never wanted to answer this and it was live, in front of all my fans and friends. Even dan and Phil looked worried, but I gave them a reassuring look saying I won't mention the drunk abuse thingy. I heard them breathe out. But I still had another I answer.
I thought about it, but came up with a final decision.

"I-I don't want to tell anyone.." I said quietly.
The whole crowd started to boo and some were shouting things out.
"Did they Die?"
"How did they Die?"
"Did they not want you anymore?"
"Were you stolen by Dan and Phil?"

Tears pricked in my eyes. I swore I'd never think about it, but I was. I'm thinking about the memories of their bodies.. the night where I plunged a knife into my arm cause I wanted to be with them again. I felt something warm trickle down my cheek and a warm hand wiped it away. I turned and saw Phil there looking sad and angry at the crowd and sad for me.
They then stopped when the saw I was crying.
In the corner of my eye I saw something there. A girl coming into the stage. The crowd erupted as she came up and I looked up and saw my best friend.
Mackenzie.
I stand up and run to hug her. She pulls me into a huge warm hug and I rest my face into the crook of her neck.

"I- I can't t-tell them Kenz i-it's hurts m-me.." I whimper out.

"Don't worry Al.. nobody needs to know.." she says soothingly and the crowd turns into 'awwhs'. They can't even see us.. we're backstage?

I look up and look her in the eye.

"Should I go back?"

"Your fans love you Al.. Go enjoy your day!" She says happily yet sympathetic.

I smile at her, "Ok.. I'll go on." I wipe the under of my eyes and hug her one last time.

"Get on out there girl!" She screams.

I laugh and turn on my heel. Here we go.
I walk back on and everyone look at me then the crowd is louder than ever l looking guilty over making me cry. I sit back between my dads- I mean, Dan and Phil and pick up the microphone.

"Sorry about that!" I say happily into it.

"Sorry Alex.. I shouldn't have asked to that." James says smiling at me.

'It's ok' I mouth to him.

Then something very unusual happened. Everything blacked out. And let's say, it was pitch black apart from a few lights, and everyone was freaking out.
Then a voice boomed over the show.

"Don't worry guys, 'CallMeAlex' doesn't need to explain her parents story-"
The man started

"W-What do you mean?" I stutter in to the Microphone.

"Well Alex, I can show them!"

"How can you do th-" I stopped as a video started playing.

A blue car driving down the motorway with 2 kids in the back and 2 adults in the front. My breath hitches. Mom,Dad, Jonathan and me?

"Ahh yes, that is Alex driving in her blue family car! With her Mother, her Dad and oh! Her little brother Jonathan!"

People were whispering in confusion.
Wait. This was a minute before we crashed.

"DONT PLAY THIS VIDEO PLEASE, HOW DID YOU EVEN GET IT!" I shout.

"Well Alexis, let's just say. Your car didn't crash from another car who was irresponsible.. nope! I was in that other car and I jumped out at last minute! Just so it could crash into you!" He laughs.

Everyone is worried now and dan and Phil are intensely watching the screen.
There is about 10 sending until it happens.

"PLEASE! PLEASE TURN IT OFF!" I scream

"5...4...3...2... and BASH!" He laughs like a maniac.

My car is smashed and it flips too many times to count and it dents all over. Blood drains from the doors onto the road and that's when 3 bodies flop down. You can see them clearly. My mothers blue eyes and Black tied up hair. Ready for my birthday. My father on his best checkered shirt and his blonde hair cleaned and gelled. In the backseat my little brother Jonathan. His curly hair sitting on top of his head, blue eyes beaming out like they are staring at the camera. Then me.
My screams are perfectly heard. I'm screaming Help and just shouting in general. When it suddenly cuts off and I go quiet. I blacked out. The person turned the camera around and it was a man, brown hair and grey eyes smiling at the camera.

"Ahh! Young me! Wasn't I handsome?" He says proudly making gasps appear everywhere.

He turns the camera back around and runs towards the car, and goes around all the dead bodies. Jonathan's young face no longer beaming with light. I cry loudly making everywhere shoot their heads to me. My dad no longer telling corny jokes.. staring into the lens. And then who I loved the most.
My gorgeous mother. Her makeup now covered in blood and her eyes looking still bright. Her hair perfectly tied up with a plait going around the band that held it up. I scream at the sight of her. I never saw how she looked. I heard people crying in sympathy and generally scared-ness in the audience and Zoe and Louise were hugging each other terrified and sad for me.
The man moved onto a younger version on me. Blood on my face, in a deep, deep sleep. Dan and Phil whisper near the microphones in sync

"Oh My God."

I'm bawling my eyes out and I grab the microphone.

"Why? Why did you do that? Show them and kill my FAMILY!" I shout

"Well there's no fun not killing someone once in a while hey Alex? And I showed them because they need the truth. Shame you didn't die either. It was rather unsatisfying.." he said bluntly.

I hear footsteps behind me and I spin around the lights turn on and the man is there. He looks into my glossy eyes with his cold, hard ones and says into the microphone.

"I'd kill you now, but I should save it till another time." He grins evilly.

The lights turn off and then on again and he's disappeared. Everyone is deadly silent with a few whispers, all eyes on me. I Stand up and look at everyone.

"There is a reason why people don't tell you everything. And that's just one example." I whisper.
I run of the panel to the exit doors making people shout for me to come back. But I never did. And I never will.

I run to my flat and close the door. I run to my bedroom, lock the door and sink down it holding my knees.

"There's always a reason." I croak out quietly.

This was fun to write!
Wow my longest one!
1397 words :))
Thanks for reading and Frankie I need some more of your ideas cause they're good 😂