Beginning of Something New..

Chapter III (2nd part)

tears came down my cheek.. I called Dylan to see what he wanted. I was so pissed at the moment I didn't really wanted to talk to him.

"Hi babe" Dylan said.
"Hey, what'd you want?" I replied really fast.
"hey, hey, slow down.. what's wrong?"
"Dylan I don't wanna talk right now, I'm not in the mood for you" I said crying.
"I just wanted to see how things were going there." he said.
"Then, they were actually going pretty nice until today!"
"Do you want to talk?" he asked me.
"You know what, Dylan? I can't be in a long distance relationship with you. I'm going to need a break from you!" I said crying and angry at the same time.
"I'm sorry! Bye" I added and finished the call.

I was so mad at myself and everything that was surrounding me. I got home, all red, all messed up, entered my room and didn't came out until dinner. My mom was kind of worried because didn't know what was happening with me. I was starting to feel my anxiety kick in again. I was much much better since last year, I didn't wanted this to happen!!
Isabella texted me saying:
"Hey Hannah, Dylan told me what happened.. Do you want to talk??"

< I read the message and didn't reply.. >

I can't believe i'm not even replying to my best friend.. What is wrong with me?! I couldn't stop crying.. My mom entered my room and asked me, what was wrong.

"Mom, I can't tell you okay? You need to understand that!"
"Honey, I can help you.. I don't want you suffering again.. What's wrong?" My mom was insisting.
"okay? mom you wanna know?! I broke up with Dylan." I said sobbing and going into my moms arms.
"Ohh Hannah, why, what happened?" she asked.
"Mom, I can't be in a long distance relationship, I love him but I can't. I got upset when a boy I met saw his contact and left, at starbucks this morning." I explained to my mom.
"Wait, Hannah you left Dylan because you met a boy?!" she said, almost screaming at me.
"mom.. yeah, what's the problem?"
"WHAT'S THE PROBLEM?! YOUR THE PROBLEM HANNAH, I TOLD YOU I DIDNT WANTED YOU CHEATING IN DYLAN!!! FROM DAY ONE, I'VE BEEN TELLING YOU THE SAME THING!! HE LOVED YOU SO MUCH AND YOU DID THAT?! I CANT BELIEVE YOU!" she screamed at me.
"Mom, it wasn't my intension. okay? I met this boy named Lucas at starbucks and I kinda liked him, I wasn't going to leave Dylan for him!! Mom I left Dylan because this long distance relationship WONT WORK FOR ME!!" I said crying, to my mom.
"I can't believe a word your telling me Hannah, I can't believe what you just did." she stood up.
"MOM YOU NEED TO ACCEPT MY DECISIONS" I said and she closed the door really hard.

I can't believe it, even my mom doesn't want to talk to me. I need someone! I'm alone! why does this happens to me?! why huh???
After a long day of crying, I opened my room door and went to my apartment kitchen. I took an ice cream and went to my room.
I decided to put things cleared with Dylan so I texted him.

<< "Hi, Dylan its Hannah. Your probably wondering why the heck am I texting you.. I love you so much you don't even know, but I just think this long distance relationship is going to break me in pisces. I don't want to get hurt, and obviously I don't want to hurt you. I hope you can understand me and you get someone better then I am back there at Seattle. I also hope I can find someone as charming and awesome as you where. I hope we can at least be friends. I love you, and hope you understand my point.
~ Love Hannah." >>

It was 10:36 at night and I was finishing up my ice cream to go and get a bath.
I got a nice hot bath.. and put my pajama's and went to my floor bed. I opened my "instagram" and started looking for people called 'Lucas' because I couldn't get him out of my head. Found a lot of people but still I couldn't find him. I slowly closed my eyes..

"UGH" I woke up.
I had a bad dream.. I quickly woke up, and checked my phone. It was 4:24am.
I saw a notification on instagram.. and went to check to see what it was. It said 'lucas_dobre' and it had 1M followers..
Is this who I'm thinking of?! He had been almost all night trying to find my instagram, and he did find it! Im so happy!
I quickly accepted his request and followed him. How could he be sooo freaking famous?! I have never seen him.

This was the moment I saw he had a twin brother and he was actually famous with lost of fans..
Damn, how could I didn't knew this boy.. How lucky can I be that I finally found him on instagram?

Heyy readers!! I hope you liked this 2nd part of my 3rd chapter!
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