Closure

Blueberry Muffin

"Your lipstick stains on the front lobe of my left side brains

I knew I wouldn't forget you

And so I went and let you blow my mind

Your sweet moonbeam

The smell of you in every single dream I dream

I knew when we collided you're the one I have decided

Who's one of my kind"

One year later...

Yoongi was excited about his first day of work at Jin's café. He was grateful that Jin had hired him without having any past experiences. So far Yoongi's decision to move to Seoul had been going well. He was lucky enough to find a studio apartment in the heart of the city. The apartment was small and managing a budget in Seoul was very difficult but Yoongi did not feel demotivated. After all he was one step closer to fulfilling his dream of becoming a music producer.

Yoongi had realized two truths about himself at a young age. The first one was that he could compose songs which had the potential of becoming big hits and the second which was perhaps the most important to him was that he was gay. Yoongi's grandmother, his only living relative had panicked at the beginning on learning her grandson's reality but had later supported him. She was the only one who had suggested him to move out of Daegu, his hometown to increase his opportunities. Yoongi smiled and remembered how much he missed the old woman.

Jin's café was located very near to Yoongi's apartment. Yoongi had met Jin at a shopping centre when he had newly moved to Seoul. He had to buy the basic supplies for his apartment and had absolutely no idea what to do or where to begin. Yoongi had asked a girl at the store for tips on how to choose a bed and Jin had luckily heard him. He had introduced himself and helped Yoongi choose everything. Since then both of them had hit it off and on learning that Yoongi was in search of a job, Jin had offered him the position of a waiter at his café. Yoongi liked the ambience of Jin's café. He liked his co-workers but the decoration of the café was too pink for his taste.

It took Yoongi a few minutes to figure out his trade. He was a fast learner and a patient listener. Though Yoongi did not prefer to talk much but he was able to charm the customers with his laid back attitude. He had earned large tips from both boys and girls. Yoongi knew that he was attractive and that it would be an additional help to his personality. He did not mind earning the extra cash though he would often get eye rolls from Jin, who was at the counter.

Yoongi's shift got over at three and he had decided to celebrate his first day at work with shoju. He was serving his last order when he observed a black haired male sitting alone at a booth by the window staring off into space. Though Yoongi was gay he did not have the habit of stalking random males but something about this boy caught his eye. Yoongi noticed that the boy had to be definitely younger than him. He had chubby cheeks compared to his whole figure which complimented him. In addition to that the boy had full pink pouty lips and Yoongi had the sudden desire to kiss them.

- "Jimin has been coming here every afternoon exactly at three for the past year. He orders coffee and a vanilla muffin everyday and spends an hour doodling in his notebook. From the looks of it he is single."

- "Jimin?"

- "The boy at the booth you are currently eye fucking."

- "What?"

A slow blush creeped into Yoongi's face. Jin had caught Yoongi checking the boy out. Jin was completely straight with a girlfriend but he was supportive of Yoongi's sexuality. He would try to make Yoongi meet his friends and set him up on blind dates. Yoongi would always make sure to avoid each one of them.