The girls around us were crying and singing long to each of the songs Justin performed. As Justin sung one og my favourite songs, 'She Don't Like The Lights', he came down the walk-way and flashed a smile at me when he saw me. The row in front of us reached their hands out, hoping Justin would notice them, and of course, he did. I got my iPhone out to take video of Justin performing that I could show him how amazing he was tonight. "So as you guys know, I have my journals coming out every Monday." Justin said as he walked around the stage, drinking some water. "Have you guys been buying them?" the crowd all cheered, along with me and Tiana. "I can't thank you guys enough for all the support you have been giving me this year" He pretended to wipe away a tear. 'Awh''s filled the arena and you could hear Justin's chuckle. "Dan? Daannn?" Justin said, looking off to the side of the stage for him. Dan, his guitarist, then walked on from the side with his guitar. "Dan! I think maybe we should do a snippet (bit of) of my single out next monday. This is called...Recovery." The crowd all started recording and cheered. "First I'll acknowledge, Your trust has been broken now, A successful recovery, I pray for us at night. Blessed me with a second chance, Never thought I'd see your face again, Learned a lot through trial and error, .Tryna make it right"
Justin only sung the first verse of the song and everyone loved it already. As he sung it I remembered how broken Justin was before we started going out. He went out with Selena for two years and when she broke his heart he wrote some of his best pieces of music. When we started going out he carried on writing, but about us. He hasn't let me listen to any of the songs about us because he wanted it to be a surprise. "Thank You" Justin said after he finished the song and through the cheers. Justin then skipped off stage and the lights came up for an interval. Tiana and I went to the security guards by the entrance to backstage and showed them out passes. One of them led us through and to find Justin we just followed the smell of hairspray.
Justin sat at a table with a mirror while on his phone. I ran up to him and when I got to him I jumped on his lap. When he jumped and saw it was me, he kissed me on the lips. "You were amazing!" I said with my arms around his neck. He placed his hands on my waist and pulled me closer to him. "Thanks, It's because your in the crowd this time." He said with a cheeky smile. Tiana coughed to make sure we knew she was there. "Where's Cody?" I asked looking around. "Alfredo!" Justin shoouted to a guy near us. He looked round to Justin and walked over. "Where's Cody?" He asked him. "Oh... I think in his dressing room." Alfredo said looking around quickly to check. "Can you come with me to find him?" Tiana asked Justin and I. I jumped off Justins lap and he took my hand while we walkeed off trying to find the dressing room. I hugged Justin's arm as we went.
We found Cody's dressing room and knocked on it before entering. You could hear Cody's aussie accent say 'Come in' as we opened the door, the scent of roses hit my nose. You could hear chords being played on the guitar. We then saw Cody on the sofa with roses around him on the floor, candles lit, him playing the car. Justin and looked over to Tiana who was speechless. "Oh my god...Cody." she said, not believing what was happening. Cody put the guitar and stood up from the sofa. Tiana ran over to him and he lifted her in the air to hug and kiss her. "Roses, music, candles, popcorn and movies! I love you." She said when he put her down. "I love you, too." He replied with. Justin out his arm around me and squeezed me when he saw I was tearing up. "We'll leave you guys." Justin said, opening the door for me. I guess I'd be watching the rest of the concert by myself. He was so sweet.
"Why did he do that?" Justn asked as we walked back to the main part. "They haven't seen each other in months! Guess he wanted to make up for old time. That was so thoughtful and sweet of him." I explained. He didn't even ask for my help, he knew her that well. "He's a good guy." Justin added. "Justin!" Allison, his stage manager called for him. "We need to get you ready." She sad taking his arm. "Oh.. But-" Justin was cut off by Allison speaking. He was then taken away to get dressed. Justin being on tour meant it was hard to do anything special, like nights in or dinner dates. Even when he was off work it was hard to do anything. Fame came with a price.
I wandered back to my seat outside and watched the rest of the show. Half way through I decided to go back and watch it backstage because it seemede quite lonely out there. I watched with Scrappy and allison who made me a bit happier. It was hard to concentrate though because i was constantly thinking about our future and how the fame would damage it. Justin loved it out there and the last thing I wanted to make him do was give it all up. But I didn't want to give us up either.
