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delusions

WARNING THIS HAS VERY GRAPHIC CONTENT OF GORE, YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED!

I woke up in a place where it was pitch black and the silence was deafening but I was more worried about what felt like having all of my senses ripped violently from me. The darkness was oppressing, slowly closing in around me as I desperately searched  for something, anything. I pricked my ears up trying to hear something when I heard a slight whisper that anyone else would have missed though I couldn't make out what it was saying. Suddenly a girl's laughter sounded behind me and as I spun on my heels to face the noise, I came face to face with none other than angela herself. 

A low growl emitted from my throat as soon as I saw her, the one person I never wanted to see again; Angela. 

"What do you want angela?" I questioned with venom dripping from voice, I watched her closely to make sure she wasn't going to try and pull anything on me.

"Now that's not how you treat an old friend is it?" she said mocking me as she smiled with that same fake smile I had come to know. It made me even more outraged that she even dare call me that after what she did to me. 

"Don't ever call me that again, you gave up that privilege when you betrayed me!" I was fuming and to say the least I wanted to rip her head off but I knew I had to keep cool maybe she will give me valuable information. She always had quite the knack for saying  just a bit too much, only just enough to give me a hint. She loved to play games with people's heads and I wasn't going to let her do that to me. I slowly took a deep breath to calm myself down before she made another remark that would tip me over the edge.

"Oh you're not still upset about that are you? Well you always loved breaking the rules I just thought I'd help." my blood was boiling and it took everything I had to keep myself from launching at her and tearing her to shreds all the while keeping a straight face.

"We will deal with that later now what is it that you came to talk about angel." I couldn't help but let all the anger and frustration slip out on the word angel like it was some kind of curse only uttered by the lowest of people.

"I thought I'd come and offer you to be apart of the new world and it all starts with your new friend and his butler. I convinced the big guy that if you accept my offer you can come back to us." this confused me and made my eyes widen in shock that they would actually take me back to heaven, back to the old days where there were no hardships and I got everything I wanted. Before I was reborn as satan's daughter. I opened my mouth to say yes with a smile on my face but then the flashback of what they did to me before they banished me from my homelands, the place where I had rightfully belonged. The brutal whippings and beatings from which mostly angela dished out herself, the broken bones and the scars she had given me still marked my body and served as a reminder of what she did to me. It hurt me deeply that my then closest friend would betray me and then torture me and laugh while doing so.  

"No, I will never go back to you monsters! Heaven is a lie and hell is the truth!" I screamed at her and as soon as I finished my sentence, angela's face contorted into one of anger which pleased me to see that I had affected her so deeply.

"You will regret ever uttering those words, I'll be sure of that (y/n)." she disappeared only to reappear inches from my face with other angels surrounding me. They quickly grabbed me before I could get away, what is happening why can't I wake up? I'm panicking I don't know what to do so I try and struggle but my attempts are fruitless. I let myself be dragged to a group of chains in the middle of a crowd and people quickly cheer as they see me being dragged helplessly with my head down. They made quick work of chaining my wrists and ankles to the cement, making me get down on my knees and bringing out a cart with many different torture devices on it. I didn't know what was happening or why it was happening but I knew one thing and one thing only, I wasn't going to let them have the satisfaction of breaking me. I would keep my head held high. Angela walked up to me slowly and everyone around us became silent as she leaned down and whispered in my ear.

"Last chance (y/n) you can take what you said back and join us, beside me, leading heaven." Now that confused me what had happened to God? I guess she could see the confused look on my face because she laughed before answering my unspoken question.

"Well the old ways weren't really working so he had to go darling." I couldn't believe what I was hearing, she had killed the one who made her everything that she was and all the she had become. Though she didn't give me the chance to finish my thought before she grabbed a whip with barbed wire at the tip and started to whip me brutally. The crowd of angels cheered her on, begging to see me bleed and to hear me scream out in pain. I wouldn't let them have it, I clenched my teeth together tightly as to not make a sound as tears poured down my face. 

She switched between whipping me, burning me, beating me, and cutting me with the very blade God had given her to protect heaven and to use for good. She had tarnished the weapons good name. The anger and vengeance was all that kept me going through what felt like this never ending nightmare that I couldn't wake up from. Everything came to a sudden halt as she gave one of her angels a signal and moment later her minion came back with my original mother and father, pushing them to their knees facing me. They were in tears just like I was and we both knew what was coming, I begged, pleaded, and tried bargaining with my life for theirs but she didn't listen to me as she strut up to them with her bloodied knife in hand. 

"No please I'll do anything just not them please!" I screamed as she kneeled down in front of my father whose hands were bound behind his back. 

"Just to let all who witness these deaths that they are on (y/n)'s hands!" she roared as she quickly walked behind my father and slit his throat as she stared and smiled at me, with my father's blood spilling out onto her hands. She quickly moved to my mother stroking the bloodied dagger across her face, leaving my blood mixed with my father's onto her face.

"Any last words?" she asked my mom. I couldn't stop the noises coming from me, the choked sobs and screams for the loss of my father and for my mother that is soon to join him.

"I'll always lo-" she was cut off by the gurgle of blood in her throat as angela cut her throat before she even had the chance to finish her sentence. I wailed with the loss as it weighed down on me heavily now that I was completely alone in this world that was so cruel to me.