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Dans POV

I sat behind my laptop and ran my fingers through my hair and waited for Phil to Skype me.

What was I going to say? 'Hi, I'm Dan, I stalked you but now I've found you. Also, by the way, I'm your biggest fucking fanboy.' I can't just say that. I was cut away from my thoughts when I heard a voice through the screen.

"Hey," a deep voice said. It was quiet. I looked to mg screen and saw that it was Phil. A smile immediately broke onto my face.

"Hello," I said carefully, waving a little. He looked even more beautiful than the picture. 

"Hi Dan. How are you today?" Phil asks me. I can't believe that I'm talking face to face to Amazing Phil. I've had a crush on him since the beginning.

"It's been good, now that I'm talking to you," I blushed. "How had your day been?"

"About the same, thanks," Phil's deep voice said.

"I know you may hate me after I say this, but I love your videos," I admitted, looking down, then back to his electric blue eyes.

"I don't hate you! Thank you! It means a lot to me to have fans," Phil said, beaming.

"What's your favorite band?" I asked out of the blue.

"Muse, for sure," Phil nodded. 

"Me too!" I squealed, and we nerdily talked about Muse for a while. We just kind of talked. Phil was really interesting, so I enjoyed talking to him. We dorked out and ended up talking about movies and anime, and it seemed that we had a lot in common. We have the same taste in music, like the same shows, and just related to each other a lot in general.

"So," Phil began, "what's your sexuality?" I was taken a little aback by the question. "I'm sorry if I've made you uncomfortable. You don't have to answer," Phil quickly said afterwards.

"Its okay. I'm bi," I replied, shrugging my shoulders. "You?"

"I'm gay," Phil admitted.

"That's good,"

"Why is that particularly good?"

"That's particularly good because then I have a chance with you. You'd never did answer my question, though. Will you be my boyfriend?" I asked nervously.

"I don't know gotta go bye," Phil quickly said, ending the chat.

"Bye." I said to the empty screen, touching it as if Phil were still there.

As if I didn't just ruin my chances at being even friends with the person I admire the most.

God, why am I so stupid?

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Hope you guys liked it!

Its 1:44 AM and I need sleep, so  I didn't edit it. Sorry.

Have a wonderful day!

Byeeee!

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