Forget it... {Park Jisung FF: NCT Dream}

Love me, Miss me, Want me....Leave me...

*JISUNG POV*

I decided on this breakup thing for 2 weeks now and I know what I'm going to choose. I'm going to break up with her. Not just for the company's sake but for Eunbi. I don't want any more of my fangirls hurting her from here and there. Every time when I'm gone, they start their thing and would bully her and she would do nothing about it. I'm not saying that Eunbi is a weak girl... She's strong. She can fight on her own, without me their for her. She can take the problem in a mature way, instead of fighting them like little kids, fighting for a toy. I guess, that's why I also like her. She acts mature, even at her age, she can be all bubbly and mature at the same time and with her by my side, we would be the happiest couple ever.... Or so as I thought it would be...

*EUNBI POV*

I went to the CEO's office because he wanted to talk with me about something. I knocked on the door, waiting for his response so I can enter the room. "Come in..." He said. I opened the door slowly and closed the door. I made my way to the little couch and sat there, with my hands folding. "You wanted to say something, sir?" I asked him.

He sighed and looked at me. "For the company's and your sake, will you be giving up everything?" He questioned me.

I looked at him confusedly but just nodded my head. "Ne..."

"For your sake, if you still want to be an idol, this is the only thing I could think of.... Break up with Jisung." He looked at me, while saying those words in my face.

"Pardon?" I wasn't sure if I heard it correctly so I wanted him to repeat his words.

"Break up with Jisung. For your sake and for his sake. If you still want to continue as being an idol, it's for the best that you two should end your relationship now. And I know that you wouldn't want to drop this goal to the bottom because you've been working so hard to become a trainee and debut with the group."

I looked down and bit my lips because of nervousness. "I-I'll think about it..." I excused myself and went back to Soojung, teaching her dance moves.

"Eunbi... You ok? Ever since your talk with Bang PDnim, your expression has become gloomy... Are you ok?" Soojung asked me.

I nodded my head. "I'm fine... Really, I'm ok. It's just that....things have been pressuring me. That's it, nothing more..." I gave her a smile and continued the lesson.

After dance lessons with Soojung, I was about to go home but Jisung called me.

"Hello?" I answered the phone.

It was silent for a moment then I heard Jisung's voice talking to me on the phone. "Eunbi... Meet me right now at the park."

"Oh ok..." I hanged up and walked to the park with my bag.

At the park, he looked at the river so I decided to walk slowly and quietly to him and covered his eyes. He took my hands off and faced me but he didn't have a smile on. I kept my smile, even if I didn't see his. "What is it? Did you miss me already?" I was about to touch his cheek but he backed up a bit from my hand. I put my hand down, my smile faded slowly. "Jisung... Did something happen...?" I asked him.

He sighed. "Let's break up."

I was shocked by his words. "What do you mean 'break up'?"

"This is useless... We can never have the time to ourselves, we can never be alone all the time because of schedules, and this whole relationship thing is useless..." He said to me.

"You would never say this to me... You're lying aren't you. Tell me this is a hidden camera... Jisung, what are you trying to say...?" I could feel my eyes filled with tears but held it in.

"Don't you get it?! I DON'T LOVE YOU!!" He shouted at me.

I didn't say anything back. I wasn't going to fight back, I wasn't going to say anything back, I did nothing. Just by hearing his words made my heart shattered into pieces. I couldn't hold my tears in any longer, they came out, flowing down my cheeks to my chin. I scoffed, while I was still crying. "You don't love me...? Then of course... This was useless! All of this was useless! We've gone through a lot, it was useless...! You and I are useless! This whole damn relationship wasn't even real and you don't even give a damn shit that this meant a lot to me, right?! Well guess what.... I don't love you too. I never did... This was all a lie..." I took off the necklace he gave me on Christmas and showed it to him. "This thing is also useless. It doesn't have a meaning anymore..." I threw the necklace at him. From there, I turned around and walked away from him, going to the dorm.

"I didn't mean those words.... I like you, I love you, I really don't want you to leave my side." I said in my head. I wiped my tears, still walking to my dorm.

*JISUNG POV*

I knew she didn't mean those words. She was just in shock about this whole breakup thing but it I had no choice. I had to protect her and I want her to still focus on her dream in becoming a popular idol. Although I still want to be with her through all those hard times, now... I couldn't...

*EUNBI POV*

The next day when I woke up, I checked the daily kpop news. "'Jisung and Eunbi broke up, confirmed by SM and BigHit.'" I smiled weakly. "Why am I letting myself down?! Wake up, Eunbi! Lets start new..." I smiled widely as possible and started my morning routine with some music in my room.

"I'm going to school! BYE!!" I said to my unnies.

"Aren't you going to eat first before going?" Hayeong asked me.

"Nope. I feel so energetic today!! WHOAH!!!" I jumped outside the dorm and continued walking to school with my earphones on and humming to the beat. "Eh oh eh oh...! Ssak da bultaewora bow wow wow!!" "HARD CARRY CARRY!!" "You can call me monster!!" "FIRETRUCK!!!!" I started singing to the songs all the way to school.

"Hello my dear friends!!" I jumped on Nana.

"You okay?" Yijyung asked.

"Of course! More than okay!" I gave them all a smile.

We continued talking when Kim jumped on me. "AH! KIM!!" I yelled at him in a playful way. He started running away. "Come back here!!" I ran after him, trying to get my revenge but I tripped. I didn't fall automatically. It felt like something was at the bottom of me, preventing me from falling. When I looked down, I found that it was Kim. I smiled. "Gotcha..." I flicked his forehead really hard and was about to stand up but he flipped me the other way, which, my back was on the ground and he was on top of me. "No. I got you..." He flicked me and quickly escaped before I could get him. "LOSER!!!" I yelled at him. "Says the one who I just flicked!" He yelled back. I went back to them, still rubbing my head.

Kim started giggling. "Did it hurt that bad?"

"How about I punch you and see how bad this hurts...?" I questioned him.

He waved him hands. "Nah.. I'm fine."

"What happened between you two. You and Jisung. You and Eunbi." Brandon asked us.

Jisung and I looked at each other. "We're over..." I said to Brandon with a smile, trying to hide the hurtful feelings inside of me. "Oh.... Yea... Like what Eunbi said. We're not together anymore." Jisung said.

I looked down, still having a smile on my face. "But I miss you like crazy but..."

*JISUNG POV*

"Eunbi... I'm sorry for hurting you. I'm hurting myself too but seeing you with a fake smile on, it makes me feel like a fool and I am already one for doing this to you. I miss you, crazily but..."

*EUNBI POV*

"But that won't happen again... Am I right?"

*JISUNG POV*

"But you won't forgive me... Am I right?"