Killed

Atom's POV

Sometimes, you just have to see everything the way others see it. That way you can understand. It is all in perspective.
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I'm Atom Reed. Jay's boyfriend. It's not easy being a normal and being in love with a carrier. It's not easy being in love with someone you're suppose to forget. You've been introduced to Jason's never ending hell. Welcome to my forever burning heaven.

August 5th, 2043
5:50pm
Thursday

I look at Jason, but he seems just as lost as I do.

"Because we are not forgotten, we are only lost. Thank you," says Blake.

The crowd cheers as loud as they possibly can.

We watch Blake walk of stage and come over to us.

Jason gets up as soon as he does, and he is pissed.

He begins to meet him half way and I follow, not wanting to be alone here without him.

"Jason what's going on?" I try to ask, but before I can, Jason balls his fist up tight and swings. Hitting Blake directly in the jaw.

Flo is quickly next to us.

"Wow! Jason! What are you doing?!"

Blake touches the spot where Jason just punched him.

"Nice right hook kid," he says rubbing the red spot, which is most likely going to leave a bruise. "I guess I deserved that didn't I?"

Jason squints at him like Blake has lost his mind.

"You sure did! What the hell was that Blake?!" I watch Jason clench his fist again. "Why do you think I want to be apart of your 'group'?!"

I grab onto him knowing he's about swing again as soon as Blake says the wrong thing.

"Jason!" I turn to see that girl Jen jogging over to us, "I swear! I had nothing to do with that. This moron," she pauses and hits Blake in the arm, "He's just a moron!"

"What the hell Jen," Blake says rubbing his arm.

Jason screams out in frustration. "I can't believe you!" He starts to turn red and I start to panic not sure what to do. People were starting to notice the miniature fight.

"I don't even know you!" Jason says to Blake, "Why do you keep saying I'm going to change everything?! Who the hell do you think you are? I'm not joining your group, just because you announce it, it makes nothing official. You must have me fucked up."

I haven't seen Jay this angry in along time. Even though it's kind of cute, I can tell he's serious. I just want to know what the rebels are, but it would be weird if I just asked now. I understand why they call themselves the lost ones. They aren't forgotten like they're suppose to be, they're only lost. And what's lost can always be found again.

I focus back on what's going on.

"You only say that now because you don't understand yet. Your old life is gone now Jay. Yo--" Blake begins.

Jason cuts him off, "You don't get to call me Jay," he spats at him then crosses his arms.

"Yea sorry," Blake says rolling his eyes, " but Jason, your old life is over. And you have to choose eventually."

I watch Jason's face change from sadness to anger. "You don't know anything about my life!"

Blake then gets dead serious. The way his face changes scares me to death. His smile disappears, his eyes brows furrow. Even his eyes get darker.