The remaining days of Chen were spent with Xiumin by his side every second of the day
They went on little or big dates
Spending most of their time in each other's embrace
Chen was soon to leave
And Xiumin didn't want that
But he had no choice
He was alive..
Chen was dead
Chen showed Xiumin where his grave was located at
It was near his and Jongin's home
His grave was decorated with flowers and pictures of him in the past
Xiumin kneeled infront of his grave and put a fresh new flower above it
"How did you die Chen?" Xiumin asks as he stared blankly on the grave infront of him
"Well.. I actually died because of leukemia back then.. I died the same day we met " Chen huffed and sat beside Xiumin, looking at his own grave
"Are your parents still alive?"
Chen looked down and shook his head meaning a no
"They died of a car crash along with Jongin"
Xiumin thinks for a moment before a certain memory came
"So your parents are... Kim Jongna and Kim Jinyaeng?" Xiumin asks as Chen nodded
"How did you know?"
"Well.. I remembered the car crash a few years back.. it was the same day I met Jongin" Xiumin explained and Chen made a sound of understanding as he glanced at Xiumin then back at his own grave
"You know.. I never thought I was gonna die so young" Chen chuckled as he looks up at the sky
"I thought I was gonna live and find my soon to be Wife/Husband and have kids with them.. you know.. a normal life with a happy ending"
Xiumin smiled then looked at Chen
"I never thought that I'd end up like this though" Chen chukled then looked at Xiumin
Their eyes locked with faint smiles in their faces
"And I'm really happy to have met you hyung"
Xiumin blushed but kept on smiling
Seeing Chen happy made him happy
And knowing he was the reason that made him happy made him even more happy
"I really love you Chen" Xiumin faintly said as he leaned his head on Chen's shoulder
"I really love you too" Chen said and kissed the top of the other's head before wrapping his arm around his neck and leaning his head against the other's head
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Chen was growing weaker and weaker as the days passed
The day he was going to have to go is coming soon and Xiumin doesn't know what is he going to do
He doesn't know what life is without Chen by his side
To be there with him through thick and thin
They were currently on Xiumin's bed cuddling
Enjoying the silence that was fallen upon them
This made Xiumin think a lot more
A lot more of how his life will be without that certain bundle of joy spreading all of its love all over him
He bets that his life will be dull and useless
Without his Chen
Thats all he ever is
A body without a soul
A body that's lost in the cruel world
A body that has lost all it's colors
A body that's so empty
A body that no longer has his other half
All these thoughts of losing Chen made him feel scared of losing the other
And he knows that he can't do anything to stop him from going to the place where he truly belongs
"Hey hyung.." Chen says, breaking the olders thoughts from going even further
Xiumin turns his head towards Chen as he hums in response
"When its my time to leave.. please.. search for any clues of me" Chen says making the other confused
"What do you mean Chen?" Xiumin asks
Chen sighs as he looks at the other with glossy eyes
"Just please.. search for something that can remind you of me.. promise? "
Xiumin didn't know what he meant but nodded anyways
The locked pinky fingers before Xiumin scooted closer to him
"I promise"
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Soon to end!
Next Chapter coming later :]
