Sophomore year

Sophomore year

Preview:

            So the summer went by as slow as can be and I still haven’t totally grasped that I’m a sophomore now. Nothing seems to be the same with me anymore, I want a change a nice one. However that’s going to be easier said than done. 

            Hello everyone it’s Mackenzie again, and this is not my freshmen year anymore. God I wish it was it was so much easier. JUST KIDDING! Freshmen year was terrible if you can remember I got into a terrible relationship and was beat, raped, and every unhappy. Zayn was supposed to be different; I thought that because of how we met and how sweet he was it was all going to be different this time. I was dead wrong.

                Anyway, if you’re wondering if I’m still seeing Zayn I am. Crazy and stupid right! Trust me I know but I have to keep myself safe and okay… but either way I’m really not. Zayn over the summer worked so I didn’t have to see him every day which was great for me but I had to act like it wasn’t. My parents still don’t know what happened to me, no one knows… who am I going to tell? I shocking feel like it’s my fault anyway, I did make him mad… he was having a bad day. But does that make it okay?

                (I know this is very short but it’s just a Preview. And I’d also like to remind you that these stories are based on true events.)