A/n: Just realized I spelled the word 'past' as 'passed' I can't believe it I'm gonna fix that later... Anyways enjoy this chapter...
( Nozomi's POV )
There would be times where I keep all of my feelings sealed and never letting them show, not even my own parent knew my feelings but when I'm with Elichi I can't keep a secret in for too long otherwise she would get aggressive but not abusive though. I just hope she doesn't actually do what she said.
"Please don't..." She begins pulling me close to her. She starts to kiss me a little more roughly, her right-hand grips my ass which made me yelp, her left-hand messages my right breast causing me to moan, and her right leg rub between my legs making me squirm. Pushing her away breaking the kiss causing her to growl once more.
"Don't avoid me." She says and for some reason, I listened, my body reacts on its own and lets Eli do as she please.
That was only one of the secrets that I'm keeping, there are two secrets but I just don't know if its safe to even say it to anyone right now.
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~flashback~
It was only a month ago when I started feeling nauseous, I didn't know why I all of the sudden felt that way. I gave it a week before going to the pharmacy to get a pregnancy test, so after the week I went to pick up a test, I use it and I waited for 2 to 3 minutes and an answer that I knew it was going to say.
Positive.
I was having mixed feelings from happy, scared, and doubtful. I wasn't expecting to have a child at such a young age, this was new to me I have no experience with being in labor nor the stages I have to overcome in the nine-month process. God, this is getting me very stressed, I feel sick, and I don't know what to do at this point. I went to the living room to rest on the couch and took a light nap, but I suddenly get this pain through my body. The pain felt as if I was hit by a truck, my bones feel like they were shifting in different places, my breathing was getting heavier.
My hands felt weird so I looked down at them and seen that my nails were sharper, looking more like claws. Not thinking well enough, I stood up but stumbled to my knees as the pain gets worse, I screamed in agony hoping this mysterious pain would hurry up and end.
It stops.
I was in relief but was afraid of what happened, I had no idea what that was.
~flashback ends~
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"E-Eli..." I cried in plead. "Stop.." and yet again she growls and her body pressed up against me more. But it went no further than this, she suddenly lets go of me and backed away. "Sorry I think I got a little carried away."
I watched as she changes back into her human form and walk towards the window, and opening it. I realized that she's trying to leave.
"Wait, where are you going?" I asked.
She turns to look at me before going any further, "I'm only going out for some fresh air..why?" god she's so dull.
"I mean you're just going to leave me all alone without even telling me where you're going."
"But I told you didn't I?" Okay, now she's trying to be a smart-ass.
"Look Nozomi, if you have something to say then say it."
I looked down at my feet and pouted, "It's nothing..just go", I walked to my bed and laid down.
"Nozomi.."
"It's fine... don't try to be so worried about me now.." I didn't bother to look at her as I say it. I felt the bed shift, I felt her arms wrapped around me pulling me closer towards her.
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to make you upset."
I felt her doing light kisses on the back of my neck. I still didn't want to look at her, but then I heard her making a purring sound.
Wait I thought that wolves can't purr, you know what, it doesn't matter anymore my body has already betrayed me and giving in and relaxed into her stronghold, I have to give it to her it's really comforting. Without me noticing I start falling asleep, my eyes were really heavy and starts to my vision becomes more darker, until I can finally see nothing but darkness and entering the dream realm.
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A/N: Hey I'm back after so long, I've been more focused in school and and trying to find inspiration. Though, I can say that I have this new story cover that I want to use for my next story, but sadly I don't have a storyline for it at the moment. To save me some time I want you guys to give me an idea base on this cover, have fun😄...