Chapter 18

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Lara's POV:

Is something wrong with me? Is that why I never find anyone here that'll stay... 

I laid in bed hugging my pillow. I couldn't stop thing all today. I hid my phone in my closet far away from my reach as I tried clearing my mind and thinking straight.

My mind told me to block him and push him out of my head, but my heart...

My heart cried for him, rebelling against my brain. My heart yelled at me ordering me to free it from the closet's grasp but my mind trapped under my bed covers.

My mind and heart argued like the angel and devil on my shoulder, but who is who?

What if it is a misunderstanding?

What misunderstanding are you dumb? It's obvious he cheating! You're only fooling yourself with that excuse.

But situations do happen... I wouldn't like to be misunderstood someday without being given a chance to explain myself... I should know better since I have been in such a situation.

And you have been in situations where you were cheated on too! Are you seriously searching for excuses for him?!

Listening to him won't be a loss for me then right? I mean they say you should have no regrets right? 

True.

I'm gonna check what he sent and if he calls I will answer and listen to what he has to say. 

I pulled myself off from under the covers and pushed myself to the side of the closet and once I was on my feet I took a deep breath and took a step towards the closet. Each step felt so tiring as I used all the power I had in store; two more steps lead me towards the closet's door.

I stretched my hand to hold the handle pulling it open revealing my phone which laid infront of my naked eyes leaving me breathless.

I grabbed it and jumped back on my bed opening it feeling anxious of what it'll reveal.

  Laraa answer mee -2:20 am

Lara why aren't you answering me? - 2:40 am

Are you okay? Is something wrong?- 3:01 am

I am so worried Lara is everything fine?- 3:30 am

Are you asleep?-3:55 am

Oh my god I just saw the time in Lebanon! Sorry!!- 4:00 am

Goodnight beautiful- 4:01 am

5 missed calls from Jimin? I read

It's almost 10 pm in India he'll be calling me any minute now

10 minutes felt like 10 hours as I waited for the clock to strike 10 pm India time

My phone suddenly lit showing me Jimin's contact name

I panicked when I saw his name dropping my phone on my bed

Something hit me that moment 

This is the first time I speak to him as Jimin, I never even called him Jimin

Do I tell him I know?

No I'll let him explain then I'll see if I'll tell him.

I grabbed my phone and answered him

"Hi" I said

"Hello, how's my favorite Lebanese  girl doing today?" his voice said sending chills down my body

It's him

"I'm fine, but the girl you were with last night, how's she?" I asked 

"What girl? Wait.. Tatyana? She NO you got it all wrong" he replied

"Ofcourse I did" I sarcastically said

"Lara listen to me. Let me explain" Jimin started

and he sure did. Everything from A to Z and I felt a mix of bad and stupid

"I didn't know..." I said in a low tone

"Why did you get offended though?" He said teasingly

I took a deep breath and said 

"Jimin" I  said and he stopped talking  for a while until he said

"Lara?" His voice sounded shakey

"I'm sorry Jimin" I said tearing up

"You remember?" he said and took a deep breaths

"My sister told me everything Jimin and I am so sorry" I said trying to fight the 

"I am just glad you know baby I missed you soo much" he said sobbing 

"I-I can't even believe someone like you would like someone like me" I mumbled

"Just wait till I see you after tomorrow I won't let you forget it" He said sending goosebumbs down the back of my back

Oh my god I'm gonna see him after tomorrow

A/N:

I'll be dedicating my next 5 chapters for Kashish Ahuja one of my favorite readers who's birthday is today!! ❤

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