Broken Wings

MAKING LOVE

Jin firmly held my hand and led me outside of the cafeteria. He quickly told the others that we just needed to go to the bathroom and then he left with me by his side. As we walked down the hallway, the lights we passed by automatically started to flicker one by one. I felt as if we were in some sort of next level horror movie. I've always known that I had the capability to radiate darkness, disappear in the dark and a bunch of other magic tricks. However, I knew that my powers were going to blast and I needed to get away from everyone if I intended not to hurt anyone. My temper was reaching its max and my blood was boiling with pure hatred. I'm not used to not getting what I want. Kim Taehyung always gets wants. When he doesn't, things get ugly.

         I had no idea where Jin was taking me, but at the moment, it was the least of my worries. I stayed silent and left Jin to take care of my ever-lasting anger. Jin swiftly took a turn and led me down one of the hallways that had been stated as "off limits," by the school itself. I started to feel cautious, but then Jin came to a stop in front of the old boys change room doors.

"Jin why are we here, out of all the places? Just leave me as I am. I'll be alright. J-just go away." I muttered.

Jin didn't reply and instead he slowly pushed the change room doors open. A musty smell wafted into my face, making me cough. Jin seemed entirely fine, and just slowly walked inside.

        "Hey! Where are you going?! What the hell! ARE YOU DITCHING ME?!" I sprinted inside, coughing uncontrollably.

        "I knew you'd come in after me. You never fail to amuse me Taehyung. Anyways, I brought you here so you could enter into your demon state and level your anger with the human part of you." Jin said.

         "I-I don't know Jin. Sometimes I don't know if your good or bad. I've known you for quite a bit but I'm still as lost as ever." I broke down, feeling a single tear run down my face.

         "I've sinned. After being granted a second life, I still can't find happiness. It's my fault. I'm the one who changed you. I'm the one who made you like this. I shouldn't even be here. I should be de-"

       "ARGH- JIN GET BACK! LEAVE NOW." I screamed at the top of my lungs.

       My head started to pound and I pressed my fingers to my temples, unable to bear the pain. My eyes started to water, I clenched my eyes shut. My legs started to shake and I dropped down to the cold floor. The already dark room, grew darker, and illuminated with a eery red light. Writhing around on the floor with my hands grasping my hair, I wanted the pain to stop. I wanted to take my last breath and end everything. End my pain and my life. My heart was palpitating, clearly feeling my pulse and veins bulge and retreat within my neck. A dark red aura built up around me, representing all the evil that had manifested in me.

       All of a sudden, I felt a shock throughout my body, slowly bringing me back to my senses for a second. Just when I had thought that everything was over, I arched my back and growled.

       The two scars on my back had reopened. Freshly opened,  I felt my stinging blood trickle down me, creating a puddle of a rich red- almost black pool. Kneeling on the floor, I felt a weight gaining on my back. Feathers brushed against my bare skin, and pierced through my sweater. My shirt disintegrated to ashes, leaving me bare-skinned. I fell forward, unable to manage the pitch-black raven coloured wings that I was bound to. Just as I was about to hit the cement floor, I was pulled into a soft embrace. My breath hitched as I slowly opened my eyes to see Jin who had buried his head deep into my neck. One of his hands was gently entangled in my hair, desperately trying to leave no space in between us. His other arm wrapped around my waist, and slowly caressed my wings. My unclothed skin was entirely exposed to Jin's warmth, slowly making me melt and relax into him.

         I brought my arms quickly around Jin, and hung onto him, as if he were my life. Just a few moments ago, I wanted death to approach me. Now, I want to spend my life eternally in the arms of Jin.

         "Shushh baby it's going to be all right. Relax and just hug me Taehyung. I love your warmth, I love your ethereal beauty...I love you." Jin muttered.

         Jin brought out his face from my neck and drew his hands to my face. He brushed my bangs out of my face and looked at me directly into my eyes. His eyes trailed down my face and rested on my lips. I felt my face heat up and my muscles tense with a sudden sensation. He slowly closed his eyes and started to lean in. Unconsciously, deeply staring at his beautiful, pink plump lips, I moved towards him. Cherishing every moment, I felt our lips press together. It felt so damn right. I wanted to be with him, forever and always. He started moving his lips against mine, making me feel so weak and light-headed. I wanted to remember every moment, because I knew this would be our final kiss. It's definitely not our very first, but it is our first kiss since my death. I'll never be able to relive this experience with Jin. I'll never be able to feel happiness like this ever again.

         I slowly broke the kiss, leaving Jin slightly surprised. I brought my mouth to his ear and nibbled on it slightly. A smile of satisfaction creeped onto my face when I felt Jin's body tense.

       "I love you too Jin."