All I do is sit in my room and cry. I've been to school once in the past 2 weeks and it was living hell. People kept asking if Ashton was okay then I broke down. I had to be excused in the middle of all my classes and ate lunch with tears streaming down my face in silence. I don't know what it's like to be happy anymore. I don't remember what it's like to smile.
I can't stand it. All I hear in my mind is him saying he loves me. How could this happen? I need to see him again. As soon as possible...
