Scribbling Thoughts

* Feelings *

Ever had that feeling where it feels like
You're lost in this world
You're clueless about what you're doing
You just do things ‘cause it has to be done

Ever had that feeling where it feels like
You're out of this world
You can feel you heart beating
You can distinguish every single sound in your surroundings

Ever had that feeling where it feels like
Your surrounding is moving too fast
Everything is happening so fast like in movies
And you're sitting in front of this big screen of life

Ever had that feeling where it feels like
You can hear your own footsteps
You are your own fear
You are your own demon

Ever had that feeling where it feels like
You don't belong to this world
You don't wanna be around these people
You don't wanna let anyone know you

Ever had that feeling where it feels like
You wanna be in dark
You wanna be all alone
You wanna be forgotten

Ever felt all of these feelings at once?

From outside it's real easy to judge right
Maybe ‘cause of my hair curls
‘Cause of my intentional fake smile
‘Cause of my talks
Which says I must have no care in the world
As people assume that if it can't be seen it’s not there
As if pain doesn't exists unless you’re bleeding
But sometimes the most painful demons are the ones that can't be seen...

- Scribbled Mind❤