Scribbling Thoughts

* L O V E ? *

L O V E , Love
This 4 letter word seems so small yet dangerous
Its meaning is still undefined to me

What is love?

Is it doing promises that you can never keep but you want to for that particular moment
Or is it those sexual touches and random making outs that makes you lost and takes you to another world for that particular moment
Or is it those going to unknown places together by just following the google maps  
Or is it those 2AM texts , pouring your hearts out?
Or is it hearing each other's pain and crying
Or is it those giving hopes about everything gonna be alright
Or it is just an illusion or blind believe that above lines will remain the same no matter what happens

To be honest I really don't know what is this 4 letter word called LOVE
‘Cause for me people changes as time changes
Above lines that may define love is just memories
Who knows what is written in future
What if it's just your thinking that you're in Love
But in real you're not
You're just telling yourself that you're in Love
By comparing some moments, some words, some memories

What if it's all a lie or just a phase of growing up
What if all this is just lust and desire
And when you grow up you're taste will change
And you'll leave everything run after chasing your new taste
Do the same promises for that moment
Feel the same pain for that moment
Again do those same old shit in a different day with different person
Or you can say I’ve not yet been in love
Or I’m just heartless

But the truth is this world scares me
Seeing strong relationships which was beyond imagination breaking scares me
Getting depended on a person and getting hurt when they don't act the way you expected scares me
Or maybe my own demons scares me..

- Scribbled Mind❤