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Realisations...

Love is an amazing feeling, it confuses, irritates, triggers and finally abuses the heart in a way that it becomes too difficult to hold on the facade that one created.
Manvi was miserable all through the day as her whole existence seemed to be crumbling down. But the the man in question was missing all day long. She locked herself in her room crying too her hearts content. She could share the feeling with anyone apart from that only person who was unaffected.

Virat's pov:
Running away is never a good idea but that was what Virat was good on doing. Avoiding and hiding away from him love ones was something he was used to with. So when today he found that gap he escaped, escaped from the feeling and the truth.
I woke up to a throbbing head  and a contended heart. All I was looking for was the warmth of my wife. I no longer question her capabilities. She brings out all the emotions out of me without even working  on it. She has this magic around her that makes my empty heart fill with love, warmth, affection and respect for her. Last night I threw away the last bit of apathy in me, all the crashing the love and attention she gives me. Damn I love her so much that is tough to put on words. Consummating a marriage won't be a big thing for everyone but for me it was a big step. It meant no looking back, it was to accept her in my life without any repentance. I believe in giving 100% to everything either be my work or relationships. And seeing my past where I almost lost my family if not for their constant efforts, it was very difficult for me to make a leap for a new relation. I finally took the leap yesterday, Manvi and the alcohol somewhere giving me the strength. But now it all about how I make is strong  enough to stand any storms coming our way but am sure with her by my side I could do it easily. Waking up after a blissful night  all I want is her in my arms and tell her what she means to me but dear wife is missing... Its so pathetic to wake up in an empty room. I got up looking for her but she was nowhere in the balcony or washroom. May be she is with Nimmi . I quickly take a shower and dressing up I rush downstairs to find her with Nimmi and Rahul already having their breakfast. I was left amused how she was having her breakfast without me.
" so bhaiya your beauty sleep is over?" Asked nimmi munching her food. I nodded at her as she passed me my plate. Rahul too smiled at me but that one person I was yearning for ignored me totally, she didn't even look my way. Is she shy??? Nope.. Its Manvi she would have acknowledged me even if shy? Then, what's wrong? Why is she ignoring me? She is angry? Yes she must be angry but why? Because I drank??? Definately not, if she was angry she won't even let me touch her last night. I try to peek in her face and all I see is a broken self. Why? What wrong did I do to see her like this?? Is she repenting last night? No.. It can't be. She was happy...
" Whom are u kidding Virat? U don't deserve to be happy. U may be dreaming a happily ever after with her but do you deserve her? You pushed her away so many times why will she accept you now ?" mocked by inner self.
That realisation was itself devastating. She is pushing me away. She repenting everything. No it can't be true. How will I survive without her? I loved her I love her so damn much. I need to talk to her.
But as I stroll towards her my phone rings with a call from my manager. These peoples why do I even pay them when all they do is mistakes when ever I m away. God now I will be struck till night and what about Manvi? I need to talk to her before anything else but for that I need to wait till we reach Mumbai and confine in our sweet heaven. I promise I win fight till my last breath to win you.

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