His priced possession

Old memories

Alright, I'm nervous. J said he would be home in 10 minutes and its 9 minutes later now. And about that certain 'hot' tactic? Well that is not gonna work today, believe me I don't have the strength for that now. My wound is hurting and that really pisses me of. An hour ago I felt nothing! Now it feels like someone is punching me in the shoulder. Hard. You know what I'll just act nice and cool. Just like a married couple. Oh! and act like I'm really sorry. I know he can't handle my pout face. I have been practicing that face for over 4 years! 

I sit on the chair across the bed with the phone still in my hand. Should I give it back to the henchmen? Nah, I'll think J would want to see it before he destroys it. Just like al the other times. The first time that he destroyed a phone because I had found it was the scariest one. I had been here for over a week and I wasn't used to the methods they maintained. Just thinking of it made me shiver. J found out to whom the phone belonged to and he went to have a little chat with the poor man. I being a curious one followed him downstairs without him knowing it. I should have listened to him when he told me to stay in the room. I hided behind the wall and watched the scene

*Flashback*

My curiosity and stubbornness had won. I did go downstairs. I let myself sink to the ground behind the wall. Nobody could see me now, but I saw them. J walked into the living room with a kind face expression and spoke

"chaps, might I ask to who does this phone belong to?" He said with such a calm voice.

Nobody answered. J raised his eyebrows

"well? I just want to give it back, nothing more." He said with an soothing voice.

Finally someone stepped forward.

"It is my phone sir, I thought i lost it but luckily you found it." His voice was a little shaky and he looked nervous.

"Yes aren't you a lucky little brat." He raised his hand with the phone in it so that everyone could see it, then he broke the phone. He crushed it into his hand. His face expression changed into a seething look. He began growling at the man who became really nervous. The J continued

"Haven't I told you that we have a new person living here. And did I forgot to tell you that she may not have any communication with the outside world anymore? So that means, no newspaper, no magazines, no TV and most importantly NO FUCKING CELLPHONE! Now which part of that order did you not understand because this new person has found a phone, YOUR phone and tried to make a call. LUCKILY I was there to prevent her from doing so. Now I have no other choice." He took his gun out of his jacket and pointed it at the man. Then without thinking he shot the man in the head and began laughing like a maniac. 

I couldn't help but to let a scream. A scream so loud that everybody turned around even J. When he noticed me his laugh vanished into thin air. He looked very angry so I ran upstairs as fast as I could and went to the bedroom. I closed the door behind me forgetting to lock it. I rushed to the bathroom and threw up in the toilet. Then when I had cleaned my mouth I turned the shower on. Without thinking I stepped into the shower with all my clothes on and sank to the ground. The water was hot but I was so cold. Nothing could warm me up. So I sat there for 10 minutes when I heard someone come into the bathroom. I didn't dare to look fully aware of who it was. I was scared that me might be just as angry with me as with the poor fellow who didn't make it trough the day. But J did the unexpected. He came into the shower as well and he also had all his clothes on. He sat next to me and pulled me into his lap. His arm around my waist as if he was protecting me. I let my head fall on his chest and he warmed my body up with the heat of his body. And we stayed there for wat was is hours? But I had never felt so secured and protected in my whole life.

*End flashback*

I heard someone coming up the stairs. It was J, I was sure of it. The door opened and J stepped inside the room.  he shut the door behind him and put of his coat and laid it on the other chair. I had completely forgotten what I was about to say. Stupid me. He looked a me with raised eyebrows awaiting my apology. 

"Hey J, you have to know that I studied my apology but I think I havent studied hard enough. I just wanted to say that I'm really really really sorry for what I did and I really want to make it up to you but I don't have the strength for it and and...." that was all I could say at that moment. I had so many emotions running through my body that I just couldn't take it anymore. I began sobbing and tears formed in the corners of my eyes. I looked to the ground because I didn't want to let J see me like this. Without me noticing it J walked over to me and lowered himself to my level. His face just inches from mine. With his one hand he lifted my chin up and with the other he wiped the tears from my face. He sighed and said

"You know I wasn't just mad at you, I was also terribly worried. You know I don't trust the outside world darling and Daddy J was just terrified that it would take you away from me. I might be a villain honey but to you I'm not. I just want to protect you from al the shit that is happening outside. And if you truly want to go outside this mansion you could've asked! you know what tomorrow night were going to the club. Frost is going with us and we'll have a lovely night but you have to promise me one thing, that you will never leave my side because the people who come to those clubs are not like you, they are mean and vicious just like me! Now let's dry those tears and give daddy J a kiss, I do deserve it don't you think?" He smiled at me. I couldn't help but smile back. I closed the gap between our face when I kissed him. An passionate kiss which I will remember

Tomorrow night is going to be awesome! 

So here is the next chapter! Are you all excited for more? I know that the joker is not fully the joker here because he acts really nice most of the time but this is how I would love to see him. Please keep voting and thank you all for your support! 

xo me