My brother was not because he kill himself with out me noing. I didn't want to say good bye for ever. It was to early you we're only 36. I ask myself why. Why was I being Queen with out you. One day it was November 23 2022 my birthday. The doors opened and who do I see randy my brother. I say to him I thought you were died. He said to me I'm. I'm a Angele from hell.